little did they know..

middle school...!

   izuku's pov
izuku's day is already going terrible he is getting cyber bullied from a kid in his class thats anonymous he doesn't know who he is or what he wants but he tells izuku to kill himself and such daily but today he went far he took a pic of izuku the day before and edited it making the picture look horrible he then sent it to izuku telling him he is a fat disgusting pig and that no one could ever love him and he's just a weird little freak that will die alone and should just end it all now. izuku after reading that is completely heart broken and seeing the contorted picture of him making him really look fat and ugly believes that's what he really does look like and he will never be loved. he tries to move past it getting ready for school, he sees kats messages but just cant reply to him knowing he will never love him if he ever knew him irl. once izuku goes to school the first half of the day is going better izuku is minding his business writing in his notebook thats specifically made for katsuki after lunch izuku is the first one back to class he goes to his seat and sits down writing in his notebook about katsuki and how cool he is he writes about his quirk and all that, then after a few minutes he sees katsuki and his friends walk in and tries to ignore them till katsuki is right next to him looking down at him the he hears him start to speak. katsuki says the usual the insulting names and such but then he grabs his notebook and izuku freaks out trying to get it back but is unable to and katsuki reads it and izuku can see his face switch to disgust and his heart sinks katsuki then blows up his notebook in front of him and throw it out the window and izuku's heart breaks more but then he starts to hear katsuki starting to speak again. "you're such a disturbing freak you know that?" as izuku hears this he thinks back to the message he got earlier and he starts to feel sick and starts to blank out a bit but katsuki just keeps going. "you should just kill yourself no one would notice nor care and it would make everything easier" katsuki says with such hatred on his face izuku can't think of anything else but actually killing himself "k" "kacchan you dont mean that" izuku pauses for a second trying to think "right you dont mean that you cant.." katsuki starts to speak once again and as he does izuku's mind is just spiraling and tears start to well in his eyes as he's looking up at katsuki "of course i mean it deku no one loves you or could ever love you you're a freak and would be better off dead" as izuku hears this everything completely shatters for him he cant think and as katsuki walks away to his seat he stands up and walks out of the class room and walks to the stairs and walks down them exiting the building to grab his notebook out of the small pond and just stares at it. after a little bit he walks back into the school goes to the bathroom and tries to dry off his notebook once its mostly dried he walks up the stairs going back to his class completely numb unable to get katsuki's words and the other guys text out of his head.
katsuki's pov
as he watches izuku walk out his friends walk up to him laughing and talking about what happened once izuku walks back into the class katsuki can see the damp notebook and the empty expression on izuku's face. katsuki sits in the class hearing the teacher teach but all he can think about is what happened and the guilt that is weighing him down. once the day is over and its time for everyone to leave izuku packs up and is the first one to leave and katsuki watches this with a pit in his stomach
izuku's pov
once the class finishes izuku already has it determined that he will end it all today he packs up quickly and walks out the class he walks up the stairs and gets to the roof he takes his backpack and his shoes off and stands on the ledge staring down his phone is in his hands and all of the sudden his phone starts going off with notifications he looks at it and sees its kats spamming him, wanting his attention, as izuku wants him so bad he's terrified of there friendship getting ruined when they get close enough to meet irl
#texts
*kats: zuzu
•zuzu answer me
•whats wrong talk to me
•what happened is everything okay???
•are you okay? please talk to me please let me know you are okay dont leave me i need you •zuzu please

*izuzu: i dont think i can do this anymore
•i think this needs to be a goodbye i dont think i can let this friendship continue..

*kats: zuzu what are you talking about??
•are you okay??
•please dont tell me you're leaving me please dont leave me i need you