Why do you lie ?

18|so pretty

After listening to her music which for such a innocent girl her music wasn't .

I remembered when she was a swiftie and only listened to Taylor swift .

She got bullied for it and one day she just stopped so then I knew my plans to propose to her at the eras tour was not a plan anymore.

After laying down I took that as a chance to lay next to her our shoulders brushing slightly . Which was an improvement as normally she would beat me if I touched her,so baby steps.

She fell asleep quickly which gave me time to admire all her features .

She had freckles on her nose that you could see sometimes .

Her hair fell over her shoulders going down to her mid back .

She was still wearing the same outfit that she wore to breakfast . Her makeup was smudged from crying but in my opinion it made her look even hotter .

My phone buzzed which made me snap out of looking at her face .

It was from Nash .
Nash: where the hell are you Aaron.

Aaron: I'm somewhere why do you wanna know?

Nash : because what if you've jumped off a building or smth

Aaron: how would I be texting you idiot.

Nash: maybe from hell idk

Aaron: not funny

Nash: no but like where are you dude .

Aaron: I'm at mads

Nash: what !

Nash: are you Fr dude after breakfast I'm not surprised she hasn't shot you .

Aaron: yea shes sleeping right now .

Nash: aww your cuddling her .

Aaron: no I'm not .I'll be home later .

Nash: k whatever you say .

Asshole.

I put my phone back down and knew that I had to leave .

I knew that if I stayed any longer I would start cuddling her which would make things awkward and then I would start asking why she liked Nash which will make things even worse . I moved slowly off the bed and put my shoes back on .

I whispered a goodbye to her and walked out the door closing it slowly behind me .

Going down the stairs and out the door I said goodbye to the housekeeper who I met earlier and then got into my car and started driving while letting my thoughts consume me .

I was getting married to a girl I loved but the feeling wasn't mutual or was it I don't know.

I didn't get to propose to her how I wanted to at all .

I was getting married and I hadn't even finished college .

Will we be happy or will we turn out like her parents marriage and end in a disaster .

The point is the future is untold , the past is all behind and right now the present is the main thing to focus on as life needs to work its magic .

And with that I reached home.