Zanna

F O U R

JENNA

Last night, Zach dm'd me. It proved me wrong on so many levels when I said he would never know who I was. I guess now that I'm wrong, I might as well be way wrong. Zach is too friendly for it to be true honestly, it just seems so forced and I dont know.

I know Nick told him to do it, but it still on so many levels feels forced. It seemed like he didnt even want to talk to me, which he probably didnt. His wording clearly said so.

But so far, he knows I live in Texas, and as he said he looked up, we live two hours away from each other. I dont know where we stand and I guess the only way is to wait and find out. I dont expect him to message me ever again, and I dont expect him to make any effort to talk to me. It was probably a one time thing, I dont expect nor want anything further to happen.

Suddenly, I am snapped out of my thoughts by a notification showing up on my phone.

@itsnickbean: JENNA

@jennarss: WTF NICK WHATEIWBJW

@itsnickbean: ZACH IS SAD

@jennarss: wait why? and why are u dming me?

@jennarss: but more importantly is he okay?

@itsnickbean: You never answered him. I think he likes you ;)

@jennarss: dont jump to conclusions. hes the zach clayton. he doesnt like me and i doubt im the reason hes sad.

@itsnickbean: I am 100% serious, he called me and asked if I said anything to you. He has some sort of feelings.

@jennarss: he doesnt care about me

@itsnickbean: Why do you think so?

@jennarss: i dont. i know so.

@itsnickbean: Why?

@jennarss: because. hes THE zach clayton. im just jenna. no one even knows my last name smh lol

@itsnickbean: Robinn? It's on your profile.

@jennarss: NOPE. the S stands for my last name in my @

@itsnickbean: Schlicher 😏

@jennarss: wtf how do you know?

@itsnickbean: Your old twitter 😂

@jennarss: NO DONT LOOK AT THAT

@itsnickbean: That makes me want to so much more.

@jennarss: okay idec. please just make zach happy. i dont even care about u looking on my twitter

@jennarss: i just want him to be happy.

@itsnickbean: Answer him then. I'm telling you, that's why he's sad.

@jennarss: fine. but i promise you thats not the reason hes sad.

@itsnickbean: Don't

@jennarss: dont what?

@itsnickbean: Don't reply. I bet you he'll indirect you if you don't.

@jennarss: have fun dreaming.

I laugh a little and go onto instagram and stalk my notifications. As if Zach was reading me and Nick's conversation, my twitter notifactions go off.

@bruhitszach tweeted: Wow I like you, how about you answer me?

I laugh a little before I come to the realisation that he just indirected me. Wait, what?

Wow I like you

I like you

I

like

you

Zachary Clayton LIKES me. Nope, no way. There's no way that Zach just indirected me and said that he liked me. Wow, fuck me.

Several of my friends mention me in the tweet and several say #Zanna. But somehow, I didn't notice until I went back into my notifications, that Nick actually fucking mentioned me.

@itsnickbean tweeted: @jennarss Oh

I immediately freaked out and let out a yelp. "OH MY GAHHHHHHHHDDDD" I yell to no one. No one's ever home around my house anyway. And if someone was, their probably used to me constantly screaming during my broadcasts.

I let out one more small scream and go to tweet Nick.

@jennarss: YOU LITERALLY SUCK OKAY BUE @itsnickbean

Of course, being himself, he immediately tweets me back.

@itsnickbean: Bye*

I smile a little bit and go back to my mentions, that are now blown up because of Nick's tweet. Several tweets are asking if the indirect was about me, but the only thing I'm noticing is the rude things people are saying.