Constellations | Bnd ff

8|Realizing with fight

Leehan rang his friend's doorbell. His soft expression from before vanished and a furious one replaced it.

-HAN FUCKING DONGMIN, OPEN THE DAMN DOOR RIGHT NOW OR I'LL BREAK IT - he shouted.

However, he didn't get a reply, instead he was met with silence. He knew that his friend was in his house because the latter didn't have a place to go-he didn't have training and their group of friends didn't agree to meet up either, so he was at home and was ignoring him .

Leehan huffed annoyed and knocked on the door uncountable of times again, his knuckles turning a bit red due to the strength he was using. The knocks were loud enough to annoy the people who lived in the neighborhood.

He didn't know what he would do when he saw Taesan, he didn't plan anything at all. But his negative feelings took controll of him and he couldn't stop himself. Nonthless, there was only one thing in his mind: I'm going to kill this fucking boy.

But that didn't mean that he'd actually do it, he'd probably just hit him, perhaps punch him, and shout at him.

The boy inside the house was wide awake, he was reading a book and was enjoying his quiet environment until it was interrupted by his friend, who started to shout and knock on the door like a crazy person. Groaning, Taesan closed the book and went downstairs to open the door.

Taesan's expression wasn't soft either, it was an annoyed one. He glared at his friend once he opened the door, making the latter to stop and glare at him too.

-What the fuck are you doing here? We didn't agree to meet up, did we? -Taesan harshly asked.

Leehan ignored his questions and pushed him aside to enter the house, heading to the living room. Taesan rolled his eyes and closed the door before following his friend.

-What's wrong with you?! Have you lost your fucking mind?! -Taesan shouted-. How can you knock and shout like a crazy for thirty freaking minutes and then push me away to enter my house as if it was yours?!
Leehan strengthened his fist and turned to look at him -what is wrong with me? ARE YOU REALLY ASKING ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! YOU. YOU ARE THE FUCKING PROBLEM! - He shouted, approaching the latter dangerously -. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU AVOIDING AND IGNORING AERI?! UH?! WHY?!

The sudden accusation took the latter off guard. Taesan blinked a few times, shocked and perplexed. He knew that he was avoiding the girl, but it was for a good reason -at least, that's what he told himself.

He had heard Shinyu's confession to Aeri and he saw how the boy saw her -his eyes said it all and that annoyed him.- He even saw their interactions from a far, he knew that they hanged out together very often. Taesan had seen all this and he felt very annoyed, he didn't know why he felt like that. He just... he just felt like it.

As he felt very annoyed -or more likely, jealous -, he unconsciously started to avoid her and ignored her messages. He couldn't stand seeing her smiling brightly at another person that wasn't him-unlsess it was a friend of hers.

-How did you...
Leehan grabbed his collar -. Because she went to the cafeteria even though it was closed and told me everything. Do you have an idea of how much pain have you and are you causing to her? Do you know how hurt she is?! - He shook the other boy.

Taesan held his friend's hands that were firmly grabbing his collar, a look of regret now on his expression. He felt really bad, he was still mad, but this time was at himself.

"How could i not have thought about her feelings? How could i hurt her like this? " He questioned.

He felt so stupid now and he understood his friend now too, because he was her friend first, he was the closest to her among both of them. How could he have let his jealousy controll him?

Taesan's eyes teared up and he held back a sob -i...i haven't...i haven't thought of it -. He weakly said.
Leehan pushed him and rolled his eyes -of course you haven't -. He mumbled -. Do you know how bad i've felt for her when she explained me? You should've seen her expression. She was very affected.
The boy nodded, looking at the floor as tears rolled down his cheeks nonstop -no -. He sobbed -. I haven't think twice. I... i suddenly felt annoyed at the fact that that boy confessed to her that i didn't stop for a moment to think.
Leehan's eyes softened for a second before darkening again -you messed up everything. - He stated and Taesan nodded.

Leehan approached again to his friend and grabbed his collar for the second time before punching him, making the latter to wince at the pain.

-You don't know how she has felt during all these days -. Leehan repeated -. I thought we agreed on not hurting her but you've done it. We freaking had a deal, Han Dongmin. We have the same soulmark, meaning that we share a soulmate -. He said -. We've been waiting to find her since we were little and now that we think that we've found her... you hurt her? - He said, his voice carrying a dissapointed and hurt tone. His eyes also teared up a bit, but he quickly blinked them away.
Taesan gulped -i know. And i'm feeling so fucking bad. I shouldn't have let my jealousy controll me. But you know how i am. When i'm jealous or mad, i can't controll myself and i do things without thinking twice. - He said, his voice more stable now but tears still fell from his eyes.
Leehan sighed and softly said -You still have a chance so go talk to her. Be the one to approach first instead this time.

The other boy nodded and Leehan punched him once again. Tasean looked at his friend surprised, blood dropping from his bottom lip and left cheek. He didn't fight back because he knew he deserve it.

-That one was a gift - Leehan said -. Now that you have some blood and you're hurt, find her and apologize.
-What if i don't find her? - The hurt boy winced at the pain in his lip.
Leehan smirked -trust me. You'll find her because i know where she is.
Taesan looked at him and sniffed -really?
Leehan hummed -yup. But let me hit you once again.
-No.
-You know you deserve it.
-Yes. But you've punched me twice already. We're in peace now.
Leehan rolled his eyes -jeez. Fine! She's in her house.
Taesan rolled his eyes too -oh, really? I haven't think of it. Do you even know where she lives?
-Yes. I'll send you know her adress.

Leehan stood up and helped his friend stand up as well, he then grabbed his phone and sent the girl's adress to the other boy.

-Jaehyun hyung didn't suffer as much as us - Taesan suddenly said.
-What do you mean? Don't add me now because it's your fault! But remember that Yewon ssi pushed him away so many times and that she even told him that she didn't either need him or want him. That's worse, dude!
-True...but they are happy with each other now though.
-Yeah, but they've gone through a lot...our hyung is very brave.
-But i also feel kinda bad for her. Jaehyun-hyung is very annoying and clingy.
-If she's heard you, she'd kill you.
-I know. Well... at least, Aeri isn't like Yewon. She likes soulmates and she wonders how it would be to have two like those lucky people - Leehan said.
Taesan widened his eyes, his eyes lightening with hope -really? She said that? Oh my god, what if she's our soulmate?!
Leehan giggled -i told her " what if you were my soulmate?" And she blushed a bit. How cute!
-Woah, i hope she's the one!
-Me too! Now, do as i said. Go find her and apologize asap. I've sent you her adress so i don't want to see you until she forgives you.

Taesan nodded and grabbed his phone before heading to the door, he suddenly stopped on his tracks and looked over his shoulder.

-HEY! THIS IS MY HOUSE, SO IF I LEAVE, YOU LEAVE TOO.
-TECHNICALLY IT'S YOUR PARENTS' HOUSE. NOW SHUT UP, I'M WATCHING SPONGE BOB - Leehan shouted back from the living room, the TV and the voice of Sponge Bob was heard from the said place.

Taesan rolled his eyes and huffed before exiting his house and locking it.
He checked the adress that his friend had sent him and ran, heading towards it.

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So... Leehan also curses, even though he doesn't seem like doing it ( in this book).

Thank you sm for your support and take care!