Jake's lost twin

Sorry little sis...

Mei's pov.

I can't sleep, fuck.
Why do I keep dreaming about him... I miss him too much...
no no Mei concentrate, don't think about it, now try to sleep...

some minutes later

If I keep tossing and turning in bed I'll never be able to sleep... at this point I might get up.
I'll take a short walk to clear my head...
As soon as I left the tent the fresh breeze from the early morning sea caressed my face, it's still very early, I don't have the risk of finding him in front of me... it's better this way... I'm not still ready to face him.
I started walking to a more isolated place to do the most relaxing thing for me... singing. 

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Jake's pov
I can't sleep, no matter how much I try, I can't do it, I don't have the courage... I keep having the same nightmare: Mei looking at me with fear and anxiety in her eyes to speak to me, I can feel it, I'm sure, she doesn't know how to reunite with me either...if that's what she wants to do...I just hope she still accepts me as her twin brother... I thought that if I took her with me among the Na'vi she would never realize her dream of finding a mate and becoming a mother. Now that I think about it, I made a big mistake, she would have found him as a partner even among the Matikaya, I know she adapted perfectly to the Metkayina clan, even finding a partner and having children, I don't know how many there are but from what I understand there are three... Entu, Leyra and Naran, those who were assigned the task of teaching my children how to adapt.
Ugh... if I keep thinking about her I'll never be able to sleep, I better take a walk to clear my mind.
Since it was still early I tried to be as quiet as possible and left the curtain while everyone else was sleeping.  
As soon as I left the tent I noticed a figure walking on the beach with its back to me... wait but...
THAT'S MEI.
But what are we doing up at this hour? Oh well, it doesn't matter, I shouldn't follow her, I have to respect her privacy... maybe I can try to  talking to her... I miss her too much, I can't stand seeing her ignore me and give me those looks... I don't know "strange", they are different looks from the ones before, she seemed anxious, almost as if she was afraid of me, before she looked at me like a person from whom she had to learn, from whom she felt protected... I don't know if she will feel the same way now but I have to at least try... I have to fix the mistake that i did...
So I started following her, trying not to let her hear me or see me.

Mei pov.
I sat in an area isolated from our clan, a small beach, no one lived nearby so I won't disturb if I start singing... I began to sing with complete calm and serenity... When I sing I feel alive... free. .. I love singing.

Jake pov.
As i follow her she sits in a small beach, she started singing, her voice was like she was hypnotizing me, golden particles rose from the sand as if she was doing magic, I approached silently, trying not to be heard. I accidentally stepped on a twig making a noise, I froze. She stopped singing, turned around and looked at me, the luminous particles faded, my eyes began to fill with tears.

Mei pov.
i turned around and saw jake staring at me, i saw his eyes get watery. he was- crying... my poor big brother. he knelt down in front of me and said: "how big you have become...", he paused for a moment and then said: "sorry for bothering you but I-I missed my little sister... I-I... I'm sorry, sorry for leaving you, for making you suffer, we are twins we should have been together, I should have told you about my intentions, sorry for being a shitty brother, sorry-", I stopped him and said "I won't let you continue the sentence" I saw a tear escape from his eye, I put my hand on his cheek and wiped away the tear "you're not a shitty brother, even if you left me alone you're still my big brother, let's start from the beginning, ok?
I forgive you, I love you big brother" I hugged him and a few tears escaped from my eyes, he started to cry in my arms and said between sobs "I love you little sis"
we told each other everything that happened when the other was not there, from the sad and painful events, like when I tried to escape from Quirich's base, to the happy ones, like the birth of my children. As soon as I told him he had 4 grandchildren he was super happy, then he asked me "wait... who is the father? you have a mate?!" he was super jealous. we laughed and continued talking for an hour until the sun was about to rise, we said goodbye and went back to our huts, I lay down in bed, next to Kai, I smiled at the thought that I had finally managed to talk to my brother. Kai woke up and seeing me smile he said "did you manage to talk to him?" I nodded smiling at him then I said "he wants to meet you and our children"

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Hello everyone!🤗
sorry for not being here to give updates on the story, this year I have an exam and I'm very busy with studying.
Well I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I don't know when I'll be able to publish the other chapter, I hope soon!
Have a wonderful day! See you next time🫶
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