𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿

19.

irl & imessage

Gulianna groaned, reluctantly getting up from her sofa and making her way to the door. She felt like a mess inside and out, she was wearing an old pair of sweats and a black long sleeve that was slightly marked up.

However that reluctance went when she opened the door and all she felt was anger? Guilt? Yearning? God she had missed him like crazy but never expected this, especially not mid season.

She stood up slightly straighter, before muttering. "What." Her voice was colder, more reserved as she let her gaze follow down to the basket and huge bouquet of flowers he had bought her.

"Please, just give me five minutes." He begged, he needed to talk to her, to make it all right again. It wasn't about the sex, he missed her truly. He needed her back, and this might be his only opportunity.

"Why so you can give me some half ass excuse as to why you cheated on me with her?" Gulianna says harshly, yet her voice slightly cracking at the same time. Lando immediately picked up on that, and it killed him knowing he did this too her.

"No just please, Guli please?" The girl stood, weighing out her options but amongst the anger she felt, she still missed him like crazy and ultimately nodded to let him in.

He placed all his gifts on the entrance table, as Gulianna led him further into her home. She put the kettle on, making two cups of peppermint tea before placing one infront. Lando gave her a small smile, the warm liquid giving a contrast on how cold he was outside due to the rain.

"Listen, firstly I want to apologise. Realistically I should have told you about Magui, but I didn't think it would come up. Me and her did used to hookup-" The boy got cut off, a small frown appearing on Gulianna's face.

"Of fucking course, listen if your here to mansplane why you cheated, don't bother." She said harshly.

"No I'm not, but I'd appreciate you listening first then you can yell at me depending what I say okay?" She nodded.

"Okay thank you. Me and her hookup around the start of the season, but I broke it off before the Japanese Grand Prix because she asked me to be her boyfriend whilst dating or doing something with some footballer. That ment I would of had a whole month from her, I don't even have her contact anymore." He said softly, silently begging she would acknowledge he wasn't lying.

"What about the photos? That was you and she posted you two holding hands." Her voice was now more vunerable, softer like his.

"The photos were taken prior, those same photos where realeased back in March too from the same account. Plus she is so messy, I should have seen something like this happen, I am so sorry Guli." He got his phone, showing her the same pictures, from the same account released in March.

Gulianna took a small breath, she searched his eyes for anything but dishonesty but there was nothing. Nothing but honesty and love. She had felt her eyes water, but nothing came out her mouth.

"Hey hey hey, don't cry it's okay. You, you do believe me right? I swear I'm not lying, I would never hurt you." He says sincerely.

"I'm sorry." She says her voice cracking, and a small tear slipping down her face. "I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions, I should never have believed what I saw, god I'm such-"