Madam President (Kamala Harris x female reader)

Reason 😢

It's late and Kamala's husband leads her to their bedroom. "Honey, I missed you so much..." He kisses her, his hands going to her hips and pulling her flush against him. However Kamala's mind immediately snaps back to the feeling of your body against hers, your hands on her hips and your lips on her neck. She pulls away from the kiss and glances at her husband for a second. "Dougie, I'm really tired..." She says, almost as if on autopilot, trying to get away from him as she feels it should be you doing that with her instead. He tries to convince her but you're the only one in her mind. She's so distracted in her mind that his kisses and touches don't have any effect on her in the way they usually do. His hands roaming her body feel wrong and don't make any sparks fly like they did when it was your hands, her body doesn't react the way it did when it was you grabbing and making her whimper. "I'm really, really tired..." She repeats and thankfully he doesn't push it. "I understand, you had a flight and a lot of work lately, another time..." She sighs with relief that her attempt to get away from him worked and she just nods and gives him an apologetic smile, not wanting to hurt his feelings either. After all it'd be pretty hypocritical from her, considering she's cheating on him with you.

She doesn't see you for a few days since she's giving the team some rest but then everyone is required at the White House for a meeting, including yourself. Kamala can't wait to see you at work again, excited to talk and flirt again. When everyone gets there, her eyes immediately search for you from across the room and when she spots you her heart races. "Darling..." You smile warmly as you walk to her. "Hey Kam!" You give her a playful wink, obviously very happy to see her again too. Her stomach does a flip at the sight of you, her heart jumps in her chest once again at your wink and familiar behavior. "Hey! I missed you so much darling..." She says as she walks towards you, trying to keep her voice low. "Me too, I didn't know I'd miss your authority so much!" You say jokingly again as you shift a bit, wanting to hug her because she's a hugger but not knowing if it's okay. She can't help but chuckle a little at your joke, knowing that's how you would describe the way she was with you during your time alone together. "Yes, my authority of course..." She says jokingly, before adding in a lower tone. "Now, c'mere..." You lean in with a big smile to hug her tightly, letting a low hum of satisfaction close to her ear. Her heart nearly melts at the sound of your little purr and she can't help but pull you even closer in her arms, her body pressing against yours.

"Mm, I missed the sound of your cute little hums when we're pressed together like this..." She whispers in a low tone near your neck. "Don't say that Kamala..." You murmur only for her, knowing you both have to resist how easy it is to give in to each other. She pulls away a little to look at you, a small smirk tugging at the corner of her lips as she sees you're clearly trying to resist the same as her. She whispers back, her breath caressing your skin. "I know, I know..." You slowly pull away since you're not alone and you have to stay reasonable. She sighs heavily and gives a small huff when you step back. Meanwhile, her husband who's standing nearby watching you two can't help but smile at how affectionate the two of you are with each other. You notice him looking and speak lowly to Kamala. "He didn't notice or said anything right?" She shakes her head and whispers back. "He didn't... I think he's actually too happy to notice. He was probably just smiling at the two of us being so "loving and affectionate" around each other." She says jokingly and then sighs. "He's just a little too innocent and oblivious for his own good..." "I won't complain about it... he's a good man. I feel bad for this." You say as you glance at him and smile lightly, acting natural. "Me too... he's a great husband, and he loves me, I'd never do anything to hurt him..." She sighs and looks at him then turns to you in a soft sad whisper. "But, I can't stop myself from wanting you, no matter how hard I try..."

"Because you and I, it's physical you know? But you can't ruin everything because of me. That's not what I wanted Kamala..." "I know and I feel bad for that, for risking this..." She looks away from you and glances at her husband for a second before focusing her attention back on you while she gives a sigh of defeat. "Even if it's hard, you're right. We should calm down on our relationship." You nod, knowing it's the right thing to do. "Yes, as we said it was just a little "vacation" adventure." She nods as well, even though every fiber in her body is screaming in disappointment. Still, she's being rational about it, she knows that's the right thing to do. Even if it isn't the thing she wants the most. "Yes... It was just a brief adventure, it had to end eventually. It's already starting to get complicated and risky after all." "Exactly, plus you're the president. You have an image to maintain and cheating with a younger girl doesn't really fit your whole "proper" persona." She sighs again, knowing you're completely right and she can't really find any argument to justify this whole situation. "Yes... you're absolutely right. It isn't exactly a look a "professional" person should keep or even a the proper image of a married woman either..." She says, even though her mind, heart, body, and soul want you more than anything in the world right now.

"Yup, a married woman happy with the first gentleman." You say almost to convince yourself then look around. "We might have to go sit down, they're waiting." She nods heavily, knowing you're right again. They're in an extremely public place right now and they need to act normal again. "Yeah, you're right... let's go sit." She says in a quiet but resigned voice, trying to keep her composure as she leads you to the meeting room where the team is waiting for the start. They start talking about all kinds of stuff and you're getting a little lost and distracted so you end up proposing to make tea for the ones who want some. Everyone agrees to the tea and the group keeps chatting but Kamala still can't focus completely since half her mind is on you and the other half on the conversation. Once you're out of sight she sighs, knowing she is completely and utterly down bad for you... You're in the kitchen and boil water but then you suddenly hear doug's voice. "(y/n)? Can I talk to you for a second?" Oh boy...

We're getting there people hehe 👀

-Djedje <3