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Kai

Two Weeks Later

Saturday


What the fuck did I do? That is the question I have asked myself a million times a day the past two weeks. That's how long it has been since I have seen or heard from Ayla. I have replayed every single second of our last time together. I had just gotten back from my work trip from New York and spent time at the mall then we came back to my place. We made love for a couple of rounds and then I remember knocking out first. When I woke up the next day, Ayla was gone. Not only that, all of her things at my house were gone. Clothes, toiletries, everything. Damn me for being such a hard sleeper! I instantly panicked and called her and it went straight to voicemail. I texted her and nothing. I went to her house no response. It has been like this for two weeks. I have called her and texted her hundreds of times. I just don't know what happened. What the fuck did I do?! I have been going absolutely insane since not hearing from her or seeing her. I'm in love with Ayla. I have been for months so to go from seeing and talking pretty much every day, to absolutely nothing, has my heart shattered. Like...I've never been this sad before. So sad I can't do anything. I just want Ayla. I want her to talk to me. I want her to tell me where I went wrong so I can fix it. I'll do anything to fix it.

"Kai.....you need to eat something," Skylar said softly. I sigh as I look at Skylar sitting next to me at my kitchen island. She has a spare key and the code to my gate so she got here a little earlier with food. I haven't been answering her texts or calls. I haven't been doing much of anything but calling and texting Ayla like crazy.

"Skylar....what did I do?," I said shakily. Skylar sighs and gently rubs my back.

"....I don't know Kai," Skylar said sadly.

"You two are best friends she hasn't told you anything?," I asked.

"No she hasn't. I haven't seen her Kai. I've stopped by her house but she won't answer the door. She has only ever communicated with me about wedding planning but that was one brief texting conversation," Skylar said sadly. I sigh as I run a hand down my face. My eyes are so damn sore and red from crying. I have a constant headache. I've barely been able to eat or drink anything.

"I'm literally sick without her Skylar," I mumbled.

"I'm so sorry Kai.....are you sure nothing happened? Like really think," Skylar said.

"I have. That is all I have done was think! I can't think of anything....the only thing that comes to mind is what I told her about Bella coming up to me at the mall. Ayla wasn't there but I wanted to tell her what happened I wanted to be honest." Skylar nods her head and then gasps.

"What?," I ask.

"...Are you sure Ayla wasn't there?," Skylar said.

"What.....uh yeah...I mean I never saw her....oh fuck.....do you think she saw me and Bella? Do you think she saw when Bella touched my manhood? Oh shit! What if she saw that shit?! What if she saw that and just assumed I did something I didn't?! I didn't touch Bella! I moved her hand away immediately! Oh fuck....fuck," I rambled.

"Kai...calm down. I believe you. Anyone with eyes can see that you are completely invested in Ayla and Ayla only," Skylar said.

"I'm in love with her," I blurted out. Skylar gasps as her eyes widen.

"What?! Kai you're in love with Ayla?!," Skylar asked.

"Yes. I am."

"Ahhhhhhh!!!," Skylar screamed at the top of her lungs.

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