as always: trigger warnings- sh thoughts
so like idk if i actually want to cut myself
like would it make me feel better?
maaaaaaaaaybe
but idk I'll just be chilling in my room and my thoughts are like: "cuT ursElF, you know you want to."
like shut up brain
but unfortunately if i did and people found out i'd probs get locked up in a pysch ward
idk feeles like something my parents would do
and alllllllllllll my friends would be mad at me
and u random ppl online would be mad at me
eh
if i did i would do it on my thighs
where nobody can see
because that's the logical thing to do
anyway
lili if ur reading this pls remember ur mental health is first not mine
these days Im not even sad
just cold
not quite empty
would we call this seasonal depression? maybe
