guys I'm in love

17oct2024

17oct2024 2.17am laying in bed rn tryna sleep. I'm thinking - I'm little spoon and his hands are on my boobs, gently caressing and at one point he asks ‘mommy can I suck on them please’ I'm gonna kill myself

Yes so I'm thinking of his lips on my areolas. Warm and soft. He’d be a good boy.

17oct2024 5.51pm I want to give him a handjob. Slow and sensual. I want to see how he reacts, his expressions, his words god he's so good with words. I feel so horny everytime I'm even thinking of him.

Wanna suck him off for research purposes.

If he's hugging me from behind, I would probably slip his hand down between my legs and tell him to make me cum.

God he keeps calling me mommy and I have gotten off on it too many times. I just want to push him to his knees and use his face. He would love that.

I so badly want to orgasm on his face. He talks so much and God don't get me wrong I love it - he's so good with his words but everytime he says anything I just want to sit on his face and shut him up.

If he says please or mommy one more time I'm going to combust. That boy is literally made to be trained and thoroughly used by me.

Is it bad that I want to see him cry? The thought of it is making me very turned on. I want to push him to the very edge - make him beg to allow him to cum - to fill him up with so much desperation for release that his eyes are welled with tears. I want him to cry for me.

And even then im obviously not going to give him permission. I want to watch him cry and beg god he begs so well and then make him lick me because good boys clean the mess they make.

Then maybe I'll allow him to cum. If he's my obedient little kitten I'll let him cum for me. Oh my god I want to train him. It won't be a hassle - it would be highly enjoyable. He's already a pretty toy.

He's so very into the concept of cunninglingus and I am facing difficultly accepting that as well as restraining myself. I need to see that boy on his knees for me - begging - looking at me as though I'm the only thing that has ever mattered to him.

I want to tell him to hold his hands behind his back and lick me. I dont know how well he would hold up without touching me, he could if he wanted to - he's not tied up after all but would he break obedience and do that? Or will he follow my every word like a good boy? Hm. I need to know.

I want to rest my legs on his back and simply enjoy as he works towards my pleasure. I want to teach him how to pleasure me the best - he's a quick learner. I want to pull his hair and press my thighs to his head when I orgasm. I want to call him a good boy. I want to run my hands through his hair and scratch his scalp post orgasm. I want so much.