24oct2024 1.39pm GIDAGIDEGIDAGIDAO
Feeling like tying his wrists and worshipping his cock. Make him beg to allow him to cum. Wanna bring him to tears and then let him cum in my mouth. Wanna climb up and sit on his face then. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Am. I. So. Fucking. Horny.
I wanna cuddle with him for hours. Touch his body languidly. No real purpose behind it. I want to watch him sleep. He's so sweet like tooth decaying sweet. I don't deserve this boy.
His resources are being wasted on me. I'm sure there's a girl out there that's perfect for him and I know that's not me. I'm just a bridge.
But I want him.
I want him so bad but I don't fucking deserve it. I've done nothing in this lifespan to deserve him.
I mean where's the abuse. I ask where the emotional manipulation is.
Where's the pain and hatred and questioning.
Why is it that the only thing I'm feeling is love. Lust is simply an extension of that.
24oct2024 1.48pm IVE GOT MOOOREEEEE
Position switch up. I lean back into his chest - sorta like a backhug but on the bed. And he makes me cum with his fingers - or toys. Whatever works. Squirming perfectly in his arms and fully leaning back post orgasm sounds so good. He'll have perfect access to my neck as well and we all know that's a win.
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Non-Fictiondiary entries about me being in love with a boy online. we talk to each other everyday and we love each other so much and <3 he's so sweet
