The worker // FREENBECKY

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BECKY POV

The next morning, I'm woken up by the nurses who remind me to take medication, once I've taken it, I was told I have visitors.

Orm and lingling.

"I'm mad at you, but I had to check if you were okay, but I hate you" Orm crosses her arms, how adorable is she sometimes.

"I'm mad at you for being mad at me" I shout back which results into lingling shaking her head

"Can you explain what happened?" Lingling interrupts us

"Nothing major guys, I was just my appendix was playing up so it got removed surgically, I'm fine now, I'll be able to go home tomorrow" I sigh

"What do you mean it isn't a big deal? I heard it's fucking painful" Orm sits on my bed as she argues with me, her eyebrows are furrowed and I know lingling and Orm care about me a lot, it's just that I didn't want this, I don't want that weird affectionate shit. It's awkward for me.

"It was, but I'm better now, I've healed, I'm sorry okay guys, I know I should of told you guys but I was just worried that you guys would freak out and I'm sorry again" I sigh as i practically whine

"Fine we'll leave it, but if you ever fucking hide something like this from us again, you are getting exposed to Freen"

Oh my god anything but that.

I can't tolerate Freen's compliments, or how she makes me blush so fucking stupidly, I literally heat up like a stupid virgin when she's around me, and I shouldn't.

I am PROFESSIONAL.

I've said that so many times.

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Literally the next day I'm discharged from the hospital and back at my house, lingling and Orm dropped me off back home and came to visit with riley, even though riley wasn't supposed to be in my house, we told her it was lingling's other house, I know it's bad to lie to her but I can't lose my job.

Either way us four spent time together and I didn't even check my phone because I was too scared of seeing Freen's message.

Why the fuck am I even scared? i shouldn't be scared and I shouldn't let her be worried about me.

Whilst Orm and lingling and riley and I are eating I put my plate down to check my phone.

34 miss calls from Freen

I checked my text messages and it was fair to say she was mad at me.

Freen: if you don't answer your phone within 3 more days I'm telling your boss you snogged me

Becky: you kissed me first Mrs sarocha, shut up

I feel so much more relieved since I opened my phone and got her message, I don't know what, but a sudden gush of happiness bursted through me, I really missed her.

I shouldn't miss her, what the fuck am I doing.

Freen: but I don't care, we have CCTV in my bakery, I could always switch up the settings

Becky: you wouldn't would you

Freen: I would, I don't think your very nice

Becky: Y

Freen: well first of all u left my ass shit scared about your whereabouts, then your in the hospital, you aren't telling me why your in the hospital and it's making me more mad

Becky: it's not a big deal I had my appendix removed that's it

Freen: why isn't it a big deal?

Becky: because it's over now, I'm healing, I'll be back to work completely next week

Freen: so you think that's okay?

Becky: Your forgetting I'm just your social worker

Freen: just my social worker?

Becky: listen let's just leave it okay

Freen: why are you so bratty I don't understand

Becky: excuse me??

Freen: you literally know I've been spending these days with you and it hasn't been a social worker rl, it's been more and you know that

Becky: I didn't even tell Orm or lingling

Freen: yet they are in the hospital and stop brushing off my fucking last message, you know that we've had more of a relationship stop being a chicken

Becky :a chicken? this is my fucking job, you are married Freen

Freen: You didn't care that I was married when you were kissing me in my shop

Becky: I know that was my mistake, can we forget about this

Freen: and what if I told your boss you kissed me huh? Do you think he's gonna care about who initiated it or will he care that I was on top of you and you didn't stop it huh? Social worker relationship my ass

Becky: lol okay tell him

Freen: maybe I will

Becky: good

Freen read✓✓

Even though I didn't want Freen to tell him I felt so angry with her, I'm angry with myself, what the fuck is going on in my head. Why am I so upset about this argument.

A foolish argument, when I know she cares about me, I want her to care about me, I want her here with me.

"Becky you haven't touched your rice? It's probably gone cold" Lingling stops my thoughts

"Oh I've lost my appetite, does riley want some ice cream?" I smile as I squeeze her cheeks

"Yes becbec, I want bubblegum flavour" she jumps up and down.

I take her hand and walk to my freezer.

When I give riley the icecream she smiles and hugs me and she reminds me of Freen so much, just her giggle and her smile, it made me miss Freen so much.

Now we just had our first proper argument, I admit I was wrong in some parts but she was also wrong.

I know I'm stubborn sometimes but even if it's a little argument or if it's big, Freen threatened me, but I still miss her.

Don't cry Becky, you don't cry over little things.

Fuck Freen has me so emotional, everything is her fault, fucking Freen sarocha, so beautiful who just spreads her infectious smile, get out of my fucking head.

I keep checking my phone in the middle of the night, I know I shouldn't but I kept getting the hope Freen has calmed down and she would message me.

I don't know when but I fall into a deep slumber with Freen on my mind.