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FREEN POV

Running to Riley's school, I apologize to all teachers, even they look so disappointed, even riley looks so disappointed. This has happened far too many times.

It isn't fair on her

I'll have to use my lunch time to pick riley up and drop her home then drive back to work.

Its the only thing I can do because I feel bad for riley, she must feel so neglected.

once we're home I make sure she gets changed and I sit in her bedroom to try and speak to her as I help her with her homework , then I bring dinner to her bedroom. Irin isn't even home yet.

Then I tuck her into bed.

"Here is a diary, whenever you feel sad or whenever something good happens you can write about it" I tell riley as I hug her

"Thank you mommy" she smiles as she takes it.

"Only I can read it right?" she asks me as she opens the empty pages

"Yes only you princess" I smile as I kiss her forehead.

"I don't mind you reading it mommy, I trust you to keep it a secret" she says which warms my heart up , I'll always be here for her and she will never have to worry about that ever.

I need to get a better job so that i can take riley away from this , she's so kind and i dont want her to become disturbed.

"Thank you" I tickle riley and make her giggle.

After reading a bed time story to her , she finally falls asleep. I sigh as I watch her peacefully  sleep.

Irin was so attached to riley before the alcohol , she really was the best mom ever. I wonder if riley misses her because all I see is fear.

Going downstairs , I  hear a glass smash , I walk in their to see Irin smiling.

"Sorry ,  I tried to be quiet"  she chuckles, she's drunk again.

"You was supposed to pick riley up today Irin , you didn't pick her up , I had to " I try to calmly say to  her, you cant let shit like this slide, no fucking way.

"I was busy babe" she smirks

"Busy throwing coffee on innocent people" I ask her, finally losing my temper, how dare she find this funny or even smile about this. My daughter is being neglected.

"Babe , I know you love her and whatever but that bitch is fucking UGLY, I mean cheat on me with someone prettier" she laughs as she walks past me but I hold her wrist and breathe heavily

"I am not cheating on you with her" I calmly say to her.

earn isn't even remotely ugly, I don't believe in ugly anyways, Irin is just becoming the most negative person ever.

"Whatever , should of seen her smiling when she was talking to you about the other worker there, what was her name koy, yeah she said you smiled at her today and said hi, so I had to fucking show her who I was" she shrugs as she laughs and slaps my shoulder.

"come on , lets just get into bed and fuck, you love fucking" she wraps her arms around me as she kisses my ear.

This would of turned me on before, but I can't deal with this, her behavior is becoming worse.

"come on baby" she grabs my bulge but I back away.

"I am not sleeping with you , go to your room" I walk away.

But then she begins smashing glasses, then trying to throw plate at me.

"Can't even fuck your own wife? Too busy fucking that earn chick, what the fuck do you see in her?" she roars and I try to duck her hits as she runs to me.

Shit, riley is gonna hear all of this, she's going to be terrified.

I had no other choice, I grabbed Irin and choke her to the wall.

"Shut the fuck up" I whisper aggressively, she gulps as my grip on her neck gets tighter.

"Let me go I can't breathe" she whispers.

"Get the fuck to bed now quietly do you fucking understand" I have never been this mad before, everything is getting to me I don't know how the fuck to cope.

I pull her off the wall and she walks quietly upstairs, in her drunken state, walking side to side.

I get myself comfortable as I sleep on the couch.

The next morning I wake up early just to prepare breakfast for riley like I had promised.

5 minutes later

"IT SMELLS LIKE PANCAKES" riley shouts as she runs down, I can't help but laugh at her excitement.

"I told you I'll make pancakes" I shout back as she begins running down the stairs.

she runs into the kitchen and hugs my legs.

"What's all the noise about" Irin says as she walks to the kitchen in her sleepy state.

This is when she's normal. It plays mind games with me it really does.

"Mommy cooked pancakes" riley says excitedly.

"Oh my god, do I get any?" she asks smiling as she walks behind me and wraps around me and kisses  my shoulder.

"Yeah I've made enough  for all of us" I respond, even though I'm unhappy I want riley to see us happily. I am happy Irin isn't acting up right now.

"Thank you babe" she smiles as she picks riley up and runs around with her, riley gets really excited when her mom is in good mood, it makes me happy to see them all happy.

I hope Irin doesn't drink any time soon because when she's like this its the best.

"We'll play hide and seek after we eat mommy's delicious pancakes" she says as she sits riley down on her chair and tucks her under the table and then I give them their breakfast.

We talk about Riley's school , she has so many stories to tell us , we happily listen to her babble on about her class mated and friends.

once we're done playing hide and seek, we all sat on the couch trying to catch out breathes , the laughing and the playing around was so fun because it felt like we were a family today after so long.

I kissed my wife and thanked her and she smiled at me.

"I am sorry babe"

Wow I should strangle her more often.

No but for real, I accept her apology as long as she pays more attention to our daughter and lays off the alcohol.

Then we hear a knock on the door.

"I'll get that " I say to them as I stand up and walk to the door.

I am met with three police officers and one woman who isn't in uniform.

"Hi I'm becky armstrong, I'm from the social services, is it okay if we come in and chat?" she asks me

No fucking way, Riley's school has got social services involved, I saw it coming but no way will they fucking take my daughter .

I turn my head back " riley go to your room princess, write in your diary" I smile at her as I turn back to the intruders.

Just when we was having a good fucking day.

"okay mommy" she ran up and then I opened the door and they walked in.

police officers as well? Wow. 





BECKY ARMSTRONG IS HERE 

starting from now on it gets better and better....


  

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