Mafia Queen's Obsession

Chapter 26

Those who are asking what is PTSD here...
Post-traumatic stress disorder is a mental and behavioral disorder that develops from experiencing a traumatic event, such as sexual assault, warfare, traffic collisions, child abuse, domestic violence, or other threats on a person's life or well-being.

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"What are you trying to say hyung? That tae isn't taking the therapies now?" Jimin asked. " I don't know. Besides what might have happened that lead him to panic attack? It stopped too." Jin said in a worried tone. "Let's wait for tae to wake up." Jin further said.

One hour later...
Tae open his eyes. He shut his eyes tightly when the bright light hit his eyes. He raise his right hand to rub his eyes but he felt something. He open his eyes and find a cannula attached on his hand. Then flashbacks of last night come to his mind.

Flashback...
After Jungkook fall asleep...
Tae open his eyes. Tears fall from his beautiful eyes. His body is aching very badly. He somehow free his hand. His hands got buries too. He get up from the bed very difficulty. He stood up while holding the side table as a support. He saw blood stains on the bedsheet. He chuckled bitterly.

He wore his clothes and walk away from the room. "Why am I still alive? Just to being used again and again? By my stepdad ,by my own love? For what I should be alive? Just to become someone's toy?" Tae said while tears fall from his eyes."It's enough. I can't bear it anymore. It's far better if I end everything by myself. At least I'll be free from everything." Tae said and make his way to kitchen.

It's early in the morning. So most of the people are sleeping. The mansion is so silent. Tae went inside of the kitchen. He took a sharp knife. "It'll be better if I end everything." Tae whisper while tracing his finger on the sharp edge of the knife. Tae sit on the floor while leaning on the fridge. "I'm sorry mom. But I can't be strong anymore. I'm tried of everything." Tae close his eyes as  more tears fall from his eyes.

He press the knife on his left wrist. Blood started to oozing out from his wrist. But tae kept making the cut deeper. His vision become blurry. Blood is flowing heavily from his wrist. The floor become red by his own blood. Soon tae fall on the floor as he started to lose his conscious. His breathing is becoming slow.

"No-now I'll be free from everything. Everything." Tae whisper. With that he lost his conscious completely.
Flashback end...

Again flashback (actually what happened after that)...
Jimin come down with his water bottle to get some water. As soon as he step inside he saw tae on the floor. Blood is all around him. His clothes are all soaked by his own blood. "TAE?" Jimin yelled tae's name. He put tae's head on his lap and started to tap his cheeks. "Tae?" Jimin again said but got no response.

"Shit. He's bleeding." Jimin said while holding tae's injured hand. He press the injured place to prevent the blood flow. But blood become oozing out nonstop. Without wasting any second he took tae in his arms and ran to Jin's room.

"HYUNG OPEN THE DOOR." Jimin yelled. Jin open the door with a frustrating expression. But as soon as he open the door his expression change into a worried one. "H-hyung tae?" Jimin said with teary eyes. Jin let them come inside and told jimin to lay tae on the bed. "What happened to him chim?" Jin asked while coming into an action quickly.

" I don't know hyung. I went to kitchen to get some water. But I saw him laying there with blood around." Jimin said. Jin look at the cut on tae's hand. "D-did he tried to suicide?" Jin said shockingly after observing the cut deeply. "B-but why?" Jimin asked. Jin try to observe tae's pulse. "It's so low." Jin said.