After I won the case my mental health was really destroyed by the bashers and the humiliation by the senators. Its my 3rd week here at home in bamban already, pero di pa din ako umaalis sa kwarto at di na dn ako nakakain ng maayos. My families and friends are already advicing me on a check up.
"Alice, may kilala akong psychologist, magaling at halos lahat ng client nya is mga artista" Ate shiela said "I dont want that ate, hindi naman ako baliw" I said "psychologist council is not just for crazy people Alice" my dad said kaya wala na akong choice kung di magpa council.
After a long byahe, im now here sa clinic "appointment for Dr. y/n" i said "good morning, Ms Guo right?" The employee said and I just nodded "Room 3 Ms Guo" she said when I came in the Dr was there sitting and doing her thing in her laptop "ahh, Im so glad you came Ms Alice. Shiela said napilitan ka lng nila mag pa council. Have a seat" she said while she stood up to assist me for my seat.
"I really apologize Dr y/n, im really not into these" i said "I understand Ms Alice, im not forcing you to tell me everything what you feel. Just tell me if san ka lng comfortable" she said "the humiliation and the bad things they've said really affects me" i said "but dont you know Ms Alice, a lot of people are supporting you and trusted you as well" she said
"Sobrang grabe ginawa nila sakin, daming na apektuhan daming nadamay. Lalo na dinungisan nila pangalan ko" sabi ko she get closer to me and hugged me "just let it come out Alice, wag mong pigilan yan. Sasamahan kitang ifeel yang sakit nararamdaman mo" she said. After a while naming pag uusap ni doctor gumaan konti pakiramdam ko "thank you so much doc gumaan pakiramdam ko kahit papano" i said "Basta smile kana ha, sobrang ganda mo lalo na pag ngumiti" she said and napangiti naman ako sa sinabi nya "see you next session Alice" she said "See you Doctora" i said
Nakauwi nako at medyo gumaan nga pakiramdam ko, kumakain ako kasama yung mga kapatid ko. "Kumusta first session mo ate?" Wesley asked "it was fine, ang sarap pala sa pakiramdam may makikinig lng sayo without a single judgement" i said "diba sabi ko sayo eh, magaling talaga yan si Dr. y/n. Di lng magaling, maganda din" ate shiela said "yun nga eh ang ganda nakakandistract din" biro ko "hoy Alice crush ko yun ha, wag mo agawin" she said at natawa lng ako.
After we ate, pumasok agad ako sa kwarto ko and I stalked my psychologist, she's kinda pretty huh.
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Now, I wont deny she will be my happy crush 🤍 tagal naman ng next session ko next week pa. My siblings ask me to go with them sa MOA to meet Cassie and go gala & shopping na din kaya sumama nlng din ako wala naman akong magagawa dito sa bahay.
When we got to the mall nakita namin si Doctora nag shopping din at may kasama itong lalaki na buff at may itsura din. "Doktora!" Sigaw ni shiela "ohh hi shiela, tagal na natin di nagkita ah" biro ni doc "kung maka tagal, parang last week lng ata yun doc" tawa ni shiela "oh hii Alice, good to see you gumagala kana" she said "di kasi ako tinatantanan ng dalawa doc eh" i said "that's good, that's improvement Alice" she said "let's go na?" The buff guy said "mauna na kami alice at shiela ha? Ingat kayo. Enjoy Alice" she said
Habang palayo na sila doc "boyfriend ba nya yun ate?" I asked "i dont know din eh, wala naman syang kinukwento samin about her lovelife" she said "eh sino yun?" I asked "di ko din kilala eh, she's a private person. Nakikipag kulitan lng nyan samin" she said "curious ka ba?" Asar nya sakin "nagtatanong lngg" i said "aysuss Alicee"
"Ate san na ba sila wesley?" Tanong ko kay ate shiela, andito kami ngayon harap ng mall kasi humiwalay sila wesley samin para makapag date sila ni cassie "na traffic pa daw sila eh, malayo pa sila advice nya mag check in nlng daw tayo" sabi ni ate shiela "ayy ayoko, gsto ko umuwi ate" sabi ko "ang layo ng bamban" sabi ni ate shiela
"Any problem girls?" Biglang sumulpot si doc "ay doc, kasi wala kami masakyan pauwi" ate shi said "edi sumabay na kayo sakin, punta din naman ako bamban bisitahin ko friend ko dun" doc said "ay nakakahiya naman po doc, wag na po" i said "aysus alice kakasabi mo nga lng kanina gusto mo umuwi, sabay nlng tayo kay doc" sabi ni ate shie
At nakisakay na nga kami kay doc, nasa harap si ate shiela at nasa likod naman ako. "Tinanong pala ni Alice kanina doc kung jowa mo ba yun" nabigla ako sa tanong kay Ate "ay bibig talaga netong babaeng to" sabi ko natawa naman si doc samin "ah yung kanina ba? Si Jay? Hahahaha he's not my boyfriend, beks yun" she said "di halata doc" sabi ko "malaki katawan noh? Hahaha pero kung makilala mo yun mas babae pa sakin yun" she said
I dont know pero bat na relieved ako nung nalaman ko di nya yun jowa, habang bumabyahe kami nakatulog si ate shiela "ikaw di ka ba magpahinga muna alice? Medyo malayo layo pa naman byahe natin" she said "di naman po ako antok doc" i said, i saw her eyes on me on the front mirror umiwas naman ako "i saw a lot of people nagpapicture sayo, i told you have a lot of supporters who still loves you" she said "yun nga po doc eh, di ko inexpect yun. Nakakagaan ng pakiramdam" i said
"Wala ka bang plano tumakbo ng mayor ulit?" She asked "maybe soon doc, but not for now. Im not ready pa ulit eh, masyado akong nasaktan sa politika" i said "ganyan talag politics eh, mas nakikita pa nga ng iba yung mabubuti mong trabaho kahit chinese ka compare dun sa mga pinoy na politicians" she said "thank you po doc" i said and i saw her eyes again glancing at me at the front mirror while driving.
Nakadating na kami sa bahay at ginising naman namin si ate shiela dumiretso lng ito sa bahay pagkatapos magpasalamt kay doc while me hinintay makaalis si doc bago pumasok "thank you ulit doc ha, bawi ako" i said and she kissed my cheeks "yan nakabawi kana, okay na yun. See you next session Alice, you really look pretty today" she said at naiwan ako sa gate namumula ang mukha.
