❝𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬❞ (JJK: Choso x Reader)

Chapter 17🖤

READER'S POV

The following days are grey and it has been raining non stop for three days, stopping me from going out or training with Satoru's students. After the incident with Choso I had to train with his students all the time and after the training, I did something with Satoru. I knew that he was actually just making sure I didn't run away.

Today, I'm sitting in my room, looking out of the window. The sky hangs low and grey, pressing down like a weight on the roofs of the dorm rooms and the trees, turning the world into shades of ash and dust.

The silence in my dorm room is louder than any noise, filling the room with a hollow, waiting stillness. Hours slide by, slow as molasses, every second stretching out, each minute pulling me into the empty day.

I sigh and rub my tired eyes. Then I stand up, my movements slow as I walk towards my table. My eyes land on my broken figure, reminding me of Choso. I have to force myself to look away, being tired of all the tears I already shed.

Since when is life this depressing? Even the weather makes me want to cry. I shake my head and walk back to my bed. Why am I even so sad? I lie down, staring at the ceiling.

My head replays the day I fought against the curse and Choso catching me. The way he held me. The way he made sure I was okay. The way he didn't let go of me when I was crying. Fuck... Did I catch feelings for him? I grit my teeth and wipe away the tear that flows down my cheek.

I look over to my chair, seeing my favourite t-shirt hanging over it. ,,Does it look so bad on me?", I remember Choso asking me as he had my shirt on. No, Choso. You looked adorable as hell.

I flinch when I hear a knock on my window and I look up. No one is there. I sit up and see a bag on my window sill outside. I open the window and quickly pull the bag inside, closing the window.

I raise my eyebrow and open the bag, pulling out the items. A small box. A letter. Another box. A t-shirt. I start with the small box, opening it and when I see a ring with a small red diamond on it and my eyes widen.

Then I take a closer look on the t-shirt, seeing a cat printed on it. Inside of the other box is a figure. No way... I look over to my table, my jaw dropping. It's exactly the same figure like the broken one... I grab the letter with shaky hands, reading it carefully.

,,Dear (Y/N). I'm not really good at writing but I want to make you happy so I wrote you this letter and I bought you a few things. Don't ask me from where I have the money.
Okay, so... I hope you like my presents and that I can make you smile at least a little.
I'm really sorry that we can't see each other. I miss you so so so so soooo much. Missing you every day makes my heart heavy but I know that every day is a day closer to seeing you again.
Please take good care of yourself!
Lots of love,
Choso."

A tear flows down my cheek after reading the letter. I need a while to process his words but then I hug the letter and let all my tears flow and smile, wanting to hug Choso really badly right now.

I sob and put the letter away, putting the ring on my finger. I'll never put it down ever again.

CHOSO'S POV

I watch her cry and smile from a bush, being wet because of the rain. But I couldn't care less. Seeing her happy after seeing her being depressed the other days, made me smile too.

I watch her put the ring on. I wish I could reach out to hug her and comfort her.

After watching her fall asleep, I slowly walk to her window, carefully opening it. Then I slide into her room, unintentionally making her bed wet. Shit... I quietly walk into her bathroom and dry my hair, my face and my hands with her towel.

Then I walk back out, stopping in front of her bed and slowly kneeling down. She looks so peaceful while she sleeps.. I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear and cup her cheek with my probably cold hand.

I move a little closer, the smell of her shampoo and her deodorant hitting my nostrils. I smile, never wanting to forget that smell. Vanilla? I don't care... She smells really good... Then I move close to her face.

My heart skips a beat when she stirs in her sleep, grabbing my hand and whispering ,,Choso". Oh god, (Y/N)... She seems to have a nightmare because she suddenly breathes faster and moves even more, signaling that she feels uncomfortable.

I grit my teeth, not knowing what to do. ,,Choso... Help me..", she says with a raspy voice and starts to cry in her sleep. My stomach turns and I feel a pang in my chest. I move closer, wanting to hug her but I would only make her wet and I don't want that.

So I place a soft kiss on her cheek and wipe her wet cheeks, making her stop moving and her facial expression softening. Heat creeps up my cheeks and I want to reach out and never let her go. I place another kiss on her cheek.

Then I stand up, my heart heavy. I look down at her one last time and whisper:,,I love you, (Y/N).." Tears flow down my cheeks as I turn around to her door.

All of a sudden the door opens and I gasp. FUCK... No..