How my life changes

8

The doctor walks in and I look at her

'Sorry Alessia we need to take a blood test', she says

'Wait why', I say confused

'Just we need to check things out sorry about this Alessia are we able to', she says and I sit up and Ethan places a gently hand on my shoulder I nod my head

The doctor gets the needle and all the supplies for the blood tests and starts I don't even flinch as I have a high pain tolerance and after they made me eat did I no I said I would but I didn't I stand up I look around d as my vision has gone a bit blurry and I take a minute and get it back slowly and try to leave the room and the police are guarding the door

'Less where are you going', Ethan says

'Less we need to talk', Izzy says

'Well what do you want', I say

'I'm sorry I should have never left you will you get back with me', Izzy says smiling at me

'Um I mean sure I guess but you can't be like you were of your moody just tell me I don't want it being taken out on me okay but leave you don't wanna see me like this', I say as I walk over to the bed and Izzy pulls me into a hug and I get into bed and she sits next to me watching her phone

'Less come here you can lay on me we dated for ages before', she says and Ethan keeps an eye on me alway looking up

'Alessia we have one more question so what was going through your head when you jumped ', pc Brooklyn asks me

'Um oh um well I can't remember all i remember is being on the bridge thinking what's going to happen then I went and it was all dark', I say and I lay on Izzy's chest making me feel safe

'It wasn't me that caused this wasn't it', Izzy asks me I look at her and shake my head and Izzy gets up and leaves and I look at her and she looks down and walks out and I just feel uneasy sat in this hospital bed

I'm finally discharged and that has been the longest 3 weeks of my life only Lucas knows where I have been it's quite hard to go home the police drop me off at the top of the street and I walk down the street and I make my way into my house I see Luca mum dad nanna as she stayed for as long as I needed I walk upstairs and find Izzy laid on my side of the bed and in all my clothes I walk in and lay in the tiny gap as I hate sleeping on the other side

'Baby are we okay', I say

'OMG ALESSIA YOUR HOME are you okay I've missed you', Izzy says then Lucy runs in

'Lessi', Lucy says running over and jumping on me I'm still a bit weak and aching they only discharged me as they knew I was safer at home

'Hey Lucy how was it with Izzy alone', I say

'Um alright I slept with her', Lucy says

'Oh did you replacing me now as well as stealing all my clothes and taking my side of the bed', I say acting like I'm in a bad mood

'It wasn't like that and Luce that was a secret', Izzy says

'Lucy can you give me and Izzy some time together and we will meet up downstairs okay', I say Lucy runs out I turn to Izzy

'Iz I need to ask you something', I say

'What's wrong baby', Izzy says

'Um how would you feel about kids in the future or now I'm not bothered', I saw looking at Izzy dead in the eyes and playing with her hair

Me and Izzy kiss and she ignores the question me and Izzy share a passionate kiss which leads to more 18+ and we are laid in bed and I lay on her chest listening to her heart beat we get changed and walk down

'Izzy I need an answer', I say

'Oh yeah maybe I'm not sure yet but rid you want one I'll support you we can compromise', Izzy says which makes me smile and we sit down on the sofa

'Alessia how are we feeling', my mum says I feel sick to my stomach knowing she was perfectly fine without me nothing changed and Lucy was still here I thought she was going home

I stand up and walk to the football field and look around seeing Izzy had followed we kick a ball around and we walk back I was on Izzy's back and we get home it's dark and Lucy is asleep and I was loud my mum walked down

'Alessia Lucy is asleep shut up', my mum says and looks at me I walk up and get dressed and go straight to sleep without even thinking

'Oh baby your tired I'm not even gonna move you', Izzy says and gets in bed and falls asleep

The next morning we had training we had to be there at 11 it was 10:40 we need to Leave so me and Izzy got my dad to drop us off as I didn't have my car atm and picks us up and we get there on time and we were doing 2 hours of gym and 1 hour of training which is boring if you ask me and Izzy but we were in the gym I see Ella run over to me

'Hey el you okay', I say looking at Ella

'Yes in good are you', she says

'I'm good except my mental health els it's going down', I say with a straight face while looking down and fiddling with my fingers

'Hey Alessia you are okay nothing stupid has been done right', Ella says I turn to Izzy and run and jump on her and she spins around I scream at the top of my lungs

I get off and Ella walks over I put my head under Izzy's too while we sat down and Ella sits next to me ans rubs my leg and I wrap my arms around Izzy tighter and Izzy notices

'Hey Ella are we okay', Izzy says I hold tighter as I know Ella is gonna say something I'm worried about

'Yeah I'm okay is Alessia I'm worried about her has she done anything recently', I hear Ella say and I shake my head but Ella can't see that and Izzy ignore they question

'Yeah Ella we are fine Alessia is tired we hardly slept last night had way too much fun', Izzy says making Ella stand up and walk away

'I WAS JOKING ELLA', Izzy shouts I smack her back