How my life changes

2

It's the next morning and I'm sat in English first period and me and Izzy are sat next to each other and we haven't spoken until I ask Izzy

'Hey Izzy what position do you play', I ask Izzy to start a conversation as I'm bored

'Well I play defence but sometimes go midfield but can we concentrate please alessia', Izzy says

I stand up grab my coat and walk out and walk to the reception

'Miss I need to go home I am struggling I need to I feel dizzy from yesterday', I say hoping they let me out

'Well I'll have to let you out with a teacher sorry I'll call miss Webb now', the receptionist says

'NO FUCK THIS', I shout I walk away and sit in the bathroom next to a cubicle and mr key walks in to check if everyone is in lessons I never made it back and he sees me and sits with me and waits for me to talk to him

'Sir I can't go back in there English is a piss take and the stupid FUCKING RECEPTIONIST WONT LET ME GO HOME SHE IS A BITCH I SWEAR I NEED TO I FEEL ILL LIKE IM GONNA PASS OUT', I say getting angry

'Alessia can we sit there with our head down I'll speak to your teacher who have you go I'll call your mum to pick you up', he says

I walk away and go to miss Webb and she goes to grab some work for you and mr key walks in

'Sir piss off I don't need this can you please call Giorgio to pick me up mum isn't home she will be mad if she knows I'm trying to come home I didn't sleep last night', I say sir sits opposite me

'Alessia I can't just send you home ok have you eaten I know I said I would if you haven't eaten you need to', he says winding you up

'NO I HAVEN'T SO WHAT IM SICK OF THIS SCHOOL ILL BE GLAD TO GET SUSPENDED YOU KNOW', I shout at sir miss Webb walks in and places her hand on my shoulder and I turn around and look at her

'Miss all I want is to go home my head is killing me', I say while walking out and sitting back into class ignoring everyone

'Alessia can we sit up leave your jacket on if you want', the English teacher says and you sit up slouched in your chair not looking at Izzy

'Alessia are we doing any work', miss says

'Miss I can't I can't think right today especially from yesterday', I say putting my head in my hands

'Okay in a minute I'll come and see you and talk to you about it ok maybe work with Izzy', miss says

'Okay but not working with her', I say

'Okay don't worry we will think of ways to help what about with Zion will that help', miss says

'I mean maybe I just don't feel well but we can't move around can we', I say

'Zion and Izzy can you swap for me just for today', miss says

'That's fine by me miss', Zion says making his way over to you and smiles

Izzy stands up and walks away and Zion sits down and places his hand on you thigh to calm you down and you sit close with you head down he rubs your back knowing your struggling

'You okay baby', Zion asks me and I decide to look up at him

'No I feel like someone is hammering my head I can't even think properly Z I want help no one will send me home', I say with tears in my eyes

'It's ok just stay with me today we have double PE last I'm not doing it anyway so I'll sit with you and we have science and RE today so you will be with me anyway so it's ok', Zion says to you still rubbing your back