How my life changes

7

'Baby can we cuddle please my phone is dying and I want cuddles', I say looking at Lucy

'Of course we can baby come here', she says to me I stand up and lay next to Izzy and we watch her phone and I get overwhelmed and hide my head into Izzy's chest and I fall asleep and Izzy just draws shapes into my back

Skip to when me and Izzy are 20
Me and Izzy aren't getting along the best

'Morning Iz you okay', I say seeing her wake up

'I'm fine', she says as she gets up I stand up and grab her wrist and pull her close and she pushes me off her

I walk downstairs and think about what is best Izzy walks down and stands in front of me and I look up at her my brothers girlfriend walks in while Izzy talks to me

'Less this isn't working we have to break up we can stay friends I'm sorry I don't want to do this but I have to for our sake', she says and my eyes fill with tears and I feel sick I stand up and start to get angry

'WHAT AFTER EVERYTHING WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH', I shout as Lauren walks in as she knew what i was like when I was younger and o start to walk off and punch a wall near her head and she looks at me and pulls me into a hug to calm down

'GET OFF LAUREN I NEED TI BE ALONE', I shout and my mum walks in I get out of Lauren's grip I run out to the garden and I kick a walk at a wall and my dad was sat outside and my knuckles where bleeding

My dad saw me and I went to get the ball from the goal and I thought about Izzy and got angry and I punched the wall harder than I did before at this point my knuckles were pouring with blood my dad ran over and pulled me away from the wall and sat me down on one of the sun beds and I just cried Lucy ran out

As I saw Lucy run out I panicked and thought maybe she was best going back home I look at em dad dead in the eyes and I cried even harder than before I look down and saw my knuckles not knowing what I had done until now my dad looks at them and tells Izzy to grab an ice pack and the medic bag she ran inside and grabbed it my dad cleaned them I flinched every time he touched them he laced the ice pack on my knuckles and just hugged me

I got the courage to stand up and I walked in to go find Izzy to talk to her and I went into my bedroom and I see her packing some clothes I walk over

'Izzy can we talk about this please I can't lose you since you help me control all my problems', I say looking at Izzy

'Less there is nothing we argue and maybe we can talk another day go sort you hand out this is all my fault I'm sorry I still love you okay I'll be waiting for when I'm ready to try again', Izzy says with no emotion making me walk out and I walk to my mum and sit with her and watch her phone with her and I look up at her

'You okay darling', she says as she looks down at me knowing everything is bad and strokes my hair and I stand up and start to make noodles and my dads mum (nanna) surprises me

I am in the kitchen I hear the door go I thought it was Izzy I look under Izzy walk out and I am at h my phone while the noodles cook I feel someone tickle me. I turn around and see nanna I hug her and pull away turning my noodles off and I hug her against and start to cry and my nanna sees and I get a flashback of my nan

Flashback
I feel everything coming back all my anger my nan walked over to pick me up after my exam since the teachers saw that girl pissed me off before the exam I punched the wall near her and she won't leave me alone I walk around teachers find me and take me into a room as she snitched on me

I'm sat down in the room zoned out and the girl walks in so we can sort this out I come back and stand up and the girl gets in my face it was Georgia me and her never got on but she had pushed me too far I never wanted to hear her voice again and she begins to speak