Echoes of Three Souls

Chapter 16: Firsts and Flutters

Maeve POV

The week seemed to stretch endlessly, each day a delicate thread woven into the fabric of my anxiety. As Friday night approached, my stomach twisted in anticipation, a tumultuous mix of excitement and nervousness that left me feeling perpetually on edge. Devin had sensed my unease, her brow furrowing with concern as she repeatedly asked if something was bothering me. I wanted to confide in her about the budding feelings I had for Scarlett and Reese, but shame knotted in my chest, stifling my voice. She was my best friend, my confidante, the one person who had never judged me. I had shared my deepest scars with her—about my parents, the bullying, my struggles with body image, and the loneliness that often engulfed me. So why was I so terrified to open up about this new chapter in my life?

By Friday afternoon, I knew she wouldn't accept my usual "I'm fine" or "Everything's good." As we settled into our familiar spot at the lunch table, I picked at my chicken salad and crackers, each small nibble feeling like a chore as thoughts of my first date loomed large in my mind. At twenty-two, I felt a pang of embarrassment for never having been asked out, let alone having a romantic partner.

"Alright, spill it! What's going on with you? What are you hiding from me?" Devin's voice cut through my thoughts, her tone more accusatory than I anticipated. My eyes widened, and I dropped the cracker I was about to bite into, feeling guilt bubble up inside me. The mere thought of her being upset was enough to make my throat tighten, and I fought back tears, blinking rapidly to keep them at bay.

"I-I..." I stammered, unable to meet her gaze. " "Promise you won't be mad or think I'm disgusting?" My fingers trembled as I picked at the skin around my nails, seeking some semblance of calm. Devin's expression softened as she reached for my hand.

"Maeve, I could never hate you or think you're disgusting! You're my best friend! Our relationship is incredibly precious to me," she assured me, her voice warm and unwavering. I nodded, feeling slightly silly for having doubted her support.

"I-I have a date tonight," I whispered, my cheeks flushing as the words escaped my lips.

"WHAT?!" she exclaimed, her voice a pitch higher than necessary.

"Shh! Not so loud, Devy!" I hissed, glancing around the cafeteria at our co-workers, who were now staring at us. I offered them a small, nervous smile, hoping to quell the sudden attention. Devin's eyes were wide, nearly popping out of her head.

"Why didn't you tell me? Why would I be upset with you for that? Who is this person?" Her questions came tumbling out, each one sending my nerves spiraling higher. My heart raced in my chest as I prepared to reveal the truth.

"I... um, I was nervous to tell you because... because you know them," I admitted, my hands shaking uncontrollably.

"I know them? Who... wait, them?" Devin's eyes narrowed in realization. "Scarlett and Reese?" she asked, her voice a mixture of disbelief and excitement.

I nodded, my cheeks burning hotter than ever as I launched into an explanation. "I don't really know how it happened. Really! I know it sounds odd that I'm going out with both of them! They've been so kind and caring and have made me feel really safe. There's just this inexplicable pull towards them. I've never felt this way about anyone, Dev," I confessed, my heart racing with vulnerability.

Devin's smile brightened the dimming cafeteria lights as she squeezed my hand. "Honestly, Evie, it's a little different but not odd. I could sense something was going on between the three of you."

"Really? How?" My eyebrows knitted together in confusion, and she looked at me with an almost amused expression.

"Come on, for real? Last week, when I teased you about having a crush, you had a breakdown. And when we were dancing, they wouldn't stop staring at you! I'm honestly surprised you didn't notice. They were practically glued to you with their eyes! Plus, after what happened, how protective they were... They were so willing to be there for someone they barely knew."