Part 3

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Dan's POV

*Few minutes before Dan found Phil*

I wanted to tell him so bad. That I was in love with him. That I wanted to hold him and to call him mine. But he was as straight as a line. As for me I was as straight as a rainbow. I kept it in that I was gay because I didn't know if he will think I'm weird and move out or something. That is my worst nightmare. I could never live without him. Even if we just stayed best friends for ever, I wouldn't risk loosing him. But then I was soon thrown out of my thought when I heard sobs.

Oh shit Phil.

I jumped out of bed and ran to Phil's room to find it empty. Then as I got near the bathroom the sobs got louder. I ran into to the bathroom to find Phil lying on the floor in blood.

"What the fuck?! Oh my god Phil are you okay?!" I grabbed a some bandages and knelt down besides the ebony hair boy. I soon saw the blood was coming from his right arm. He cut. I quickly rapped the bandages around his arm and started to clean up the blood and saw the razor.

"Da-Dan. I'm s-so sorry." Phil said as he held his head down still sobbing.

"Phil please don't feel sorry. Let's just clean up and get you to bed so you can rest." He nodded his head yes. I picked him up as he put his legs around my waist and putting his head on my shoulder. I got butterflies as I carried him to his room.

I layed him gently on his bed and went to his dresser to get him something new to wear. I gave him a jumper with some sweat pants.

"I'm gonna go back in my room and change, as should you too and I'll be back."

"Okay." Phil said softly as I closed his door. I put on a T-shirt and just some sweatpants. I knocked on Phil's door so I just didn't walk in on him changing.

"You can come in." He mumbled. I opened his door to see Phil curled up into a ball. He looked so cute and perfect.

"Okay. Phil are you going to be okay sleeping tonight?"

"Actually Dan can you stay in here? I'm just feeling scared.... That's all..." He said nervously. Wait he wanted me to sleep next to him? My face became red. But I didn't pass up the offer.

"Of course." I climbed into his bed. I stayed a good distance so it wouldn't be awkward. But then Phil closed the gap and snuggled up against my chest while his head was in the crook of my neck. His arms wrapped around my shoulders. I could feel his heart beat and his breath on my neck. It was the best feeling ever. It felt like he was mine. But I knew he never would be.

"Goodnight Dan."

"Goodnight lion."

AN// Hola lions! How is everyone?
Okay so I am exited to write this story!

*Spoilers* Trust me you will hate me by the end of this! I have my plans >:)

Okai that is all! Remember to smile even if it takes a while! >•< Byeeee!

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