"Goodnight lion." A Phanfiction

Part 2

AN//*Trigger Warning*

Dan's P.O.V

When he was staring at me, it was the best feeling in the world. Reality soon left me. But I just had to make things akward.

"Uhh.....Phil?" He turned away looking flustered. He was the cutest thing ever.
"Oh sorry." Great going Dan.
I had to tell him. Because I wanted to be able to call him mine. But what if he didnt like me back? Well I guess we would have to wait and see.

We had finished the movie.
"Phhhhhiiilll. I'm tired." I said stretching my arms. I wasn't all that tired to be honest but I knew I would never get any sleep with what I was going to tell him.

"Yeah I guess I could sleep too." Phil said rubbing his eyes. I looked at his lips. They were so soft looking. I was tempted but I didn't.
I got up and started heading to my room.

"Night little Philly." I said with my head in the door frame.
"Night Daniel Howell" he replied. Then I threw myself in a baggy t shirt and some shorts and plopped into bed ready for the next day.

Phil's P.O.V

Dan headed to bed. I shut off everything in the lounge and went to my room. I got in some comfy clothes. But I couldn't sleep. My eyes were drowsy but my mine was racing. Was I really going to tell him the way I felt? I wanted to so bad but at the same time I couldn't. What if he didn't like me? I knew I was gay and I was almost 100% positive he was straight. And why would he ever love a worthless loser like me? Then the voices started in my head.
Worthless.
Ugly.
Faggot.
He will never love you.
I lifted my sleeves to revel several scars. Dan never knew I had cut back in primary school. I promised myself I wouldn't do it again. But I couldn't handle it. I quickly ran to the bathroom looking for my razor. I soon found it and took no time to connect it with my skin. I tried to go a little deep but not too deep so I wouldn't loose that much blood. Thank god Dan was sleeping. I loved him too much for him to see my real side. Blood started to run down my arm. It felt so nice. But that didn't make the voices go away. It made them louder.
Kill your self. He will like you. He can find someone way better.
Die.
I started to burst to tears. I couldn't handle it. I collapsed onto the ground dropping my razor. Blood was pouring out of my arm. I was feeling dizzy when Dan suddenly burst through the door.

AN//
Hey guys! Sorry for the long chapter!

So I was not going to continue this story but I got bored so I just made another chapter! Going to start updating more! BTW my name is Abby. P.S So sorry for bad spelling and grammar! Also I'm not English so if there is any mistakes please tell me! Tell me what you think about the story so far!

Okay just remember to smile even if it takes awhile! >•< Byeeee!