Our Story Rhymes

05

Warning: explicit language / harmfulness

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Finally

I felt my phone is vibrating in my pants kaya kinuha 'ko ito.

I opened a little my left eyes so i can see kung sino ang tumatawag. It's Henry kaya sinagot 'ko ito.

"I already heard the news, you finally made a good decision in your life Clyde." I smile a little. I just can't stand a toxic relationship pero sa totoo lang mahal 'ko parin siya.

"You know i punch Aldrich a while ago." Nanguno't ang noo 'ko. "W-why?" I curiously asked dahil hindi naman niya susuntukin si Aldrich ng walang dahilan.

"You didn't saw the news? I am right?" He simple said at pinatay na ang tawag.

I expected that our divorce would be in the news because he is one of the famous businessmen. Pero anong klaseng balita?

I opened one of my social media account at kalat nga ang balita. I saw that 'Mr. Cueves and Mr. Garvin are divorced. Here is the statement of mr. Cueves'. I clicked it at bumungad sa 'kin ang mahabang pahayag.

I read it carefully dahil alam kong sisiraan niya 'ko, malinis lang yung side niya.

'I saw him with another guy. I can't believe that he can do this to me after I give the luxuries and love just to make him happy. I promised I won't go back to him after what he did to me...'

I turned of my phone because I couldn't bear to read his lies anymore, it just broke me piece of piece.

After I waited for him on our balcony, after he cheated on me. After he hurt me and raped me, I was the culprit?

Tangina naman. Parang sirang sira na ang pag katao 'ko.

My eyes are still swollen pero ito nanaman, umiiyak nanaman ako.

I wanna disappear so much. What the face I will present to my parents? After I disobeyed them for being gay. I know they won't accept me.

Maybe it's true what they say that I'm a child of devil.

I felt lonely again. I wanna finish it. I wanna finish my problem, also my life.

Even my eyes are blured because of my tears. Bumangon na 'ko kahit medyo nahihilo ako.

I don't know what I am going to do now. I just missed something that can disappear my problem. I missed the sharply things that kissed my skin and let my cherry blood clean the bruises in my skin.

I can't see a sharply thing kaya pumunta akong banyo. I locked it at lumapit ako sa sink. I saw myself in the mirror. I saw how miserable myself. It's lack of love and care. I have bruises in my cheek and red mark in my neck. My eyes is swollen and my red lips is dry now-- It's have a cut on the side.

I hardly punch the mirror and i saw how's my blood flow in my arm.

My hand is shaking pero nagawa 'ko parin makuha ang pirasong salamin na nabasag.

I lifted my other hand at tinitigan ang palapulsuhan. I weakly smile and let the piece of mirror cut my skin.

It's have a one cut and I'm not satisfied. I want to go deeper into how deep the pain Aldrich caused me. There's a many blood come out in my wrist. I know i cut my veins dahil 'yon naman ang sadya 'ko.