All The Strings Attached

Lives taken, Hearts broken

The wailing of the sierns was blaring and I was crying harder than I ever have. But there she was blood covering her arm and an i.v in the inside of her elbow. Why her? Why now? Why? She's my bestfriend (Lili) she was short with dark brown hair and light blue eyes, she was pale and almost dead. Over a girl who was just jealous and insecure about herself. We got to the hospital and they did some tests and found 27 pain pills and half a bottle of vodka. "She's too far gone, I'm so very sorry" the doctor told us. I looked at DJ and started crying he pulled me close and held me. "Do you have a room we can go into to be alone?" He asked "down the hall, take a right, first door on the left" we walked for about a minute and then entered a room with a couch and some magazines. We sat down and I was wheeping he held me in his lap and I laid my head on his shoulder, I looked up after a few minutes "she's gone. She took her own life. She heard too many hurtful things too many times." We got up and went home. We went to my house, when we walked in the door and my parents were home I hugged mom so tight and cried so hard. "need any thing, honey" "no I'm going to Sleep" DJ and I walked up to my room and just slept, cried. I woke up screaming "what's wrong!" I laid back down. "Is it real? Tell me this was just a dream" I was crying again. I looked up at the clock 12:07 a.m. I tried to go back to sleep for about 30 minutes that wast going to happen. I got up and drove to the hospital, when I reached my destination I walked in and went straight to the front desk. "Can I please see Lili Bradshaw?" He directed me to her room I shed a few tears on the way there. I got in her room and they still had her on life support, who knows why. I sat in the leather chair next to her. "I'm not ready to say goodbye. I don't think I ever will be, but I have to. Your my rock. I need you. more than you think" I cried and cried until I fell asleep.

Hey! Sorry it's been so long and it's a short chapter but a lot happened. Xoxo
-Emma🎀