Paralysed to be a decision. Or stubborn to stay on the same course, or simply to scared to ask for help or to a decision.
They say I'm naive and they are scared on how I will survive on my own. Because what they see is just that.
I'm questioning myself am I?
Very worried. I'm not saying much here because, words are scaring me. What was said just pierced my already wounded heart. I had felt the shift before. Warning bells are blaring but, here I ignored but I didn't trust myself.
Really I don't trust myself or them or anyone.
I want to be alone, relationships are hard to maintain.
Always walking around egg shells, can't express my emotions without justification. Always minding my emotions. So many labels yet none sticks.
Need a new environment.
