MIXED EMOTIONS

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Friday

After I had Jordan I've been really depressed for some what reason. No I am not pregnant but I've been having some serious mood swings I really don't know what's going on with me right now tbh.


"Hey Britt what u wanna eat hun" I asked.



"Uhhhh mash potatoes and tacos* she said smiling ear to ear.


" Okay bae* I replied.




After I made the potatoes I put the tacos to bake then went and sat on top of shariff's lap. He was just scrolling on his ig. I got so comfortable that I fell asleep. But after five minutes this happened........



"Bae Bae Bae the tacos are done!" Shariff's said.


I got up and bent down and bit his noes which turned into a long hard kiss.

I dished the food then gave Brittany and shariff.


"You guys go ahead I'm going upstairs to eat" I said.

I went upstairs into the movie room to watch TV.


Shariff's Pov


Ashleigh said that she was going upstairs to eat I knew she was depressed when she said that. I didn't want to follow her I just let her go by herself it is probably what she needed. I heard her footsteps coming back down the stairs. While she was washing the wares I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck.



"I love you boo" I said.

"Mhmm I love you too"


My (Ashleigh's) POV



I ran up the stairs and went to check on Jordan who was up rolling around. I picked him up kissed him on his head and fed him

"Sup niggars" I heard Hayley and Adanna say. So I knew they where back.



I gently walked down the stairs with Jordan in my arms to greet them.


I gave Hayley Jordan because she said she bought him some shoes. I sat in shariff's lap and watched TV for a while. Everyone was upstairs with Jordan, even Brittany.

" I know you depressed babe,what's wrong " he asked

" I really don't know I've just been sad all these days and its really hard trying to fake it off" I said crying into his shoulder.


He picked me up wrapped my legs around his waist and carried me to our room. Damn this niggar strong asf man. He laid me on the bed and turned on the TV. I took a pic and out a caption saying "we leaving for new Jersey tomorrow turn ^ up.





I was tired so I cuddled with sharif f and went to sleep























Hey guys how was it comments and tell me BTW my tablet is tripping so I'm sorry if I give late updates

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