Love or Lust (Claude x Sebby)

The Talk (Claude's POV)

After a few hours of waiting, I make my way back to the cafe. To meet the smaller male outside. Seeing him look so lost and tired. It awakened a new part of me, but I can't lead the guy on. We have to talk about what happened, so we can go our ways. So I don't feel guilty for this. We had sex, he asked me to stay, I said no. Just so I can fuck someone else. I'm an addict, that much I know. He doesn't need to be used. Especially after what happened in college. I'm sure he's still scared...

Approaching Sebastian, I'm as kind as can be. Though my voice seemed cold. "Come with me, please." I tell him, leading him to my home. Stupid choice, yes. But I don't need a scene. Sebastian is kind, and I know about his crush on me. Obsessed? Nah, he isn't crazy like that. I just don't want him crying. Because, by the looks of it. He did last night.

Sitting on my couch, I let Sebastian sit across from me. Allowing him to get slightly comfortable, before I open my mouth. Taking my aviators off, and setting them on the table. My golden hues look the smaller male over. He's tired, yes, but he's... *Clears throat* "I'm sorry to drag you over here, but we need to talk. Last night was a huge mistake. We were both drunk, and horny as hell. Whatever words were said, needs to be forgotten. I'm not one to commit, and you need someone good. I'm deeply sorry for using you."

Surprised by a simple nod, and goodbye. Sebastian left me speechless. I was expecting him to cry, or do something. I suppose he really has grown up. Which burns me a bit. I wanted a reason to at least hug him. But no, he just up and left. Like I did to him.