unfold
" Cover my thoughts in gold
I'm your flower, watch me unfold
My vulnerability, letting you consume me "
I heard your lovely voice in whispers as I felt the sun's warmth on my face and I realized you were still here. Maybe not here to stay but you, Mats Hummels, was here by my side. I never opened my eyes to pretend that I was sleep and you kept whispering in fear that you would wake me. I decided to listen to your words while I tried not to break into a smile.
" The parts of me that eyes can't see
The glowing underneath
Picking off the petals
I'll let you if you're gentle "
You touched my hair gently with your fingers before you whispered, "Aaliyah, my urban flora." I melted under your touch and I finally let my smile grow on my lips. I opened my eyes to see a crooked smile on your face. You knew that I was only faking and you began teasing me afterwards. You knew about my fragile emotions so you were gentle with me.
" Hey, watch me unfold
Watch me unfold
Watch me unfold
Hey, watch me unfold "
Every time you touched me, I felt more and more vulnerable to you. Is this what I want with you? Do you feel this way with me? I wanna know if my love is your total weakness, Mats.
" This kind of love we can't control
The art of touch, I am covered in gold
I know that you feel me know
No I'm never going down
The parts of me buried underneath
The glowing, don't you see?
I know that you feel me now
No I'm never going down "
Oh, you're uncontrollable and your love is too. One day, you love me and other days, you're so cold towards me. I'm trying to be okay with it, Mats. If I try harder, maybe you'll love me too. But, your touch makes me feel amazing and that's why I try. I am golden with your warm touch.
" Watch me unfold
Watch me
Hey, he says that I'm glowing
Hey, He says that I'm glowing "
You try complementing me every chance you get because you love seeing me smile. You love that I'm happy with you again. I unfold every time I heard your golden voice and a smile just grows upon my face. Maybe we're meant to be, Mats. Maybe we're just two confused and hopeless people who just want to be loved. Just maybe.
But, I know that I'll be forever your Urban Flora, Mats.
" The kind of love we can't control
The kind of love we can't control
The kind of love we can't control
The kind of love we can't control "
The end.
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Okay, I really want to thank gunningmadrista durmmels purecathexis RaccoonQueen92 keepmelukewarm and hectorbellerin bc I honestly didn't think people would this. You guys kept this book from going back into my drafted ideas tbh. This book was kinda quite different from my others and I just wanted to try it out. I love you guys 😘
But, everybody who voted, commented and read, you are absolutely special to me and thank you so much!❤️
Should I write another book like this? If so, which footballer?
ily and thanks for reading! ☺️
~ Ariana xx
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