The brunette looked up at the redhead who tried to comfort her with a smile "it's okay sweetheart, you're safe" the brunette opened her mouth to reply but could only manage to get the word "why" out.
The redhead smiled softly holding her so beloved girlfriend, she placed a kiss on her head. "Why? well because the doctors are here to keep you safe, the security is here to keep you safe but above all im here to keep you safe" Mia replied.
Charlotte looked up "no...why did you save me" she muttered under her breath, a hint of anger to her voice. Agression almost. Mia felt her heart skip a beat hearing those words come out of the girl who once was so full of love, so bubbly.
"because i love you, i dont know what i would do without you sweetheart" she spoke her voice not far above a whisper.
The brunette teared up, not because the redhead her words touched her but because the attemt she so long had wished for. Failed. Anger bubbled up in her as she shook her head "why didnt you just let me die mia?!"
Suddenly the redhead felt the brunette her arms push her away, she caught herself from falling on the floor as her heart broke into more and more pieces every word the brunette spoke.
"Why would I let you die if you are all my heart has ever loved so purely?" the redhead snapped back as she stood up, the brunette had moved over on her side facing the other side of the room as the redhead shook her head.
"just leave" the brunette spoke as the redhead scoffed a bit annoyed but her voice still trembling with tears "no, no im not just gonna leave after that" the brunette suddenly turned to face her as she muttered "i hate you" the brunette raised her voice more with every word she spoke "i hate you, i hate you! I was so close all I wanted was to die and you messed it all up! now leave me alone before you mess more things up for me!"
The redhead felt her heart sink out of her chest, "fine" she spoke again her voice barely above a whisper as she walked out of the hospital room and into the waiting area sitting in one of the chairs before breaking down once again into a sob
