Chapter 1: Hiden feelings

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Soul P.O.V.

Her hair, her eyes , her smile , she is my everything, her name is Maka Albarn. She is my meister, the best a weapon could wish for. My thoughts are cut off by the demon's voice saying:

"Come on Soul give in to the madness...you know you want to ...you'll be able to admit you're feelings for her without fear..."

That's exatly what scares me...My thoughts are cut off again, but this time by Maka.

"Soul?"

"Yeah, Maka?"

"Were going to be late for school if you don't hurry!"

"Ok..."I said while getting up from my bed.

I walk outside my door,leaving my tourments behind.

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It's the end of the class and it's time to go back home, but I really don't want to ,those terriffying thoughts are going to come back...it's been a week since it started.... I keep having those nightmares ...those terrible nightmares were the madness take over.Maka always appear in it and screams my name in desper, while she's dying slowly and painfuly and for some reason I can't move so all I do is watch...I wathing her die doing nothing.those nightmares explain one thing, the black blood is trying to take over.but I fear that what happens in my nightmares might happens in reality if I give in . Everytime I think about my meister. It's getting worse when I think about her. When she's close to me it's even more worst. I'm falling more and more in love with her each day. My love for her grows and grow but so is the madness inside of me.

"Eh..Maka?, wanna walk home today?"

"Sure but what about you're bike ?"she ask.

"Don't worry about it, I just really need a walk to clear my head." I said

"If you say so..."

We start walking back home.

"Soul..?" Ask my meister

I give her a questionning look.

" Are you ok ? You've been acting weird lately." Add Maka.

I stay silent, how did she found out?I was certain I hid  any trace of  me not being well. I didn't  want her to worry so I kept my mouth shut.No matter how much I want to talk to her. I don't want her to carry that burden.so I simply answer:

" there 's nothing wrong really"

She gives me an angry look and add:

"Soul, am I that unrealiable?Did you really thought I wouldn't notice ! I'm you're partner!"

I haven't thought she would get mad. Maybe I should tell her. But still she have other things to worry about , no need to add stupid nightmares.

"Like I said, I'm fine." I answer in a calm  voice.

" fine!" Maka shout 

Than she starts to run away ,while crying.

It's for you're own good Maka, I just want to protect you...

Maka P.O.V.

What's with him? Seriously something is really wrong... I'm still a little angry, but I'm more worried about him...Soul what are you hiding from me?

Soul P.O.V.

I didn 't go after because I know she need her space. And if I would meet her now,I'll just make things worse...it's been 2 hours since she ran....Maybe I should go check...but my thoughts are interruped by the slam of the door.It's Maka. She's ok...but she still look angry. I really hate when we shout at each other...

" look ,Maka, I'm sorry but I don't want to burden you with anything "I said

" so you admit that something is wrong"

I stay silent

" yeah, but it's ok really." I answer

" Soul..." She said quietly " why...WHY DON'T YOU TRUST ME?!"

"It's not that I don't trust you..."

"THAN WHAT IS IT,WHAT ARE YOU HIDING FROM ME?! WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF"

" I'M AFRAID OF LOSING YOU!" I shouted without wanting to.

We stand there staring at each other.Her face is so close, I really want to kiss her...than I feel it again...the black blood, the madness..The image of Maka dying...No!I take a step back. Turn to my room and start to walk away.

"Good night..." I said quickly,while walking to my room, without turning my Head back..

Maka P.O.V.

What ...what happened...I'm really confuse...I walk to room, hoping to have good Dreams...

Soul P.O.V.

That was close, Earlier I was about to be overwhell by the madness...No Matter what...no Matter what I'll protect you Maka!I turn off the lights, my eyes are slowly closing."well Soul..." I tought to myself" sweet dreams..."

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Chapter 2 coming soon 

Hope you'll like this soma fic 😎

Warning: the next chapters may contains some bloody and disterbing crazy scenes (this fic is going to be more dark than the other one)

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