Lord, I want to vanish.
This world only wants to vanquish my hope,
and ruin my reverie.
I am lost to defeat,
I am drowning in sadness.
All I want now
is to become one
with the cosmic dust and the nebulae.
Is to be sucked swiftly by a black hole
and float forever in its darkness.
I need to flee this mortal realm.
I need a way out of this burning hell.
Can't you tell just how tired I am of this place?
Can't you notice at all, the sweat and blood on my face?
The blood on my hands, the lost look in my eyes, the sorrow that it hides?
Can't you understand how this land has broken me, deep inside?
Please, Lord. Just let me leave. Please, let me get out of here.
Find my way to the abyss above, and kiss Ouranos on the mouth,
as the matter around me is destroyed, and I lost grasp on the "now".
