Hotbreakers'Series2 : Belinda Garyo (Editing)

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Nakatulala pa din ako habang nakatingin sa cellphone ko..Kanina pa tapos ang conversation namin ni Coleen.. at hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ako makapaniwala na ginagawa nya iyon sa akin.. sa amin ng mga anak ko...
alam nyang ayoko ng magkaconnection pa kami sa Asawa ko.. errr.. ex-husband ko pala.. lalo na sa akin . because I don't want to swallow my pride and beg for him to believe me and love me..

I don't wanna be a martyr for the nth time.. I'm done with that .

I am not the Belinda who will do everything to and sacrifice everything just to win him back and fix our marriage. Not again.

I've got enough and I am done with it..

I already accepted the fact that he will never be mine again. I will give my all na lang sa mga anak ko. My Jefion and Jelia. No more John Pangilinan . I will raise my children alone. Kaya ko. Kaya ko ito ng mag-isa dahil ang taong nangako sa akin ng walang hangang pagmamahal at pagsasama ay kinalimutan na kami ng tuluyan.

"Mimie..."

Napatingin ako sa anak ko ng marinig ang tawag nito. Ngumiti ako ng malambing rito . "Yes, Jelia?"

"Gusto ko po ng chocolate. Pwede po ba?" Lambing nito.

Hinaplos ko ang mukha nito habang nakangiti rito ng buong pagmamahal. "Sure, love. Pero you have to drink plenty of water after okay? Where is your twin brother?"

"Nagplay po ng robot nya. Ayaw nya po ako samahan kumain. Sabi nya po kaya daw po ako nasisira ng teeth dahil matakaw po ako. Mimie hindi naman po ako matakaw e. Gusto ko lang po talaga ng chocolate kasi masarap po yun." Sumbong nito habang nakanguso.

Jefion loves to tease his twin but he loves her dearly. Likas lang na mapang-asar ito tulad ng ama nya... Whatever.

"Halika, let's get you some chocolates... Magtoothbrush ka after to protect your teeth from cavities okay? Kakausapin ko si Jefion about it. Don't be sad my love." Alo ko rito sabay buhat rito.

They are barely 4 years old.

After giving her two chunks of chocolates ay binuhat ko ito paupo sa baby high chair nito. Binilinan na wag bababa roon habang sinesecure siya sa upuan niya. Pinuntahan ko si Jefion na agad nagliwanag ang mukha ng makita akong naroroon. He was playing his robot na bigay ni Dad sa kanya. Well I am pertaining to Charles Friaz, Coleen's father. Her parents are convincing her to sign my adoption paper so that I can be legally Friaz but I refused. I want to have my father's name forever.

"Mimie!" Anito

"Jelia told me about you, bullying her again. Di ba napag-usapan na natin ito?" Mainahon kong sermon dito. The guilt was written to his face.

"Sorry po, mimie. I just want to remind her po about toothaches and cavities." He explained. Huminga ako ng malalim at binuhat ito.

"You can explain it to her in the nice way, anak. Hindi ba't sinabi ko na may hindi magandang epekto ang bullying sa ibang tao? Specially,with your sister. Gusto mo bang mahurt si Jelia?" I asked softly.

"No mimie... I will say sorry po to Jelia. I'm wrong po. " Tapos ay nagpababa ito upang puntahan ang kakambal. Napangiti ako ng makitang maayos na ang mga ito. They are so adorable together. I can live my life just having them around.

Iniwan ko sila sa dining area. They are safe and secure on they high chair. I gave them their snacks and milk tapos ay nagtungo muna ako sa living room upang mag-ligpit roon. Some of my kids' toys and stuffs ay naririto dahil naglaro kami rito kanina. Matapos kong nakapagligpit ay babalikan ko na sana ang mga bata nang biglang magbukas ang pintuan at ganoon na lamang ang gulat ko at kaba ng mapagtanto kung sinong naroroon looking at me coldly and irritated. "What are you doing here, Mrs Pangilinan wanna be?" He said brutally cold.

A pang of pain attacked my heart once again but I brush it off. No, Bel... Don't give him the satisfaction of hurting you again. He is not you John anymore. He is not your husband. I looked at his eyes with void of emotions.

"Ask Colei. I don't need to explain myself to you since you won't believe me anyway. So why bother?" I said icily before turning my back at him . I need to see my kids at baka kung anong katangahan na nanaman ng magawa ko.

Way to go Bel...

You can make it! Deadmahin mo na lang!

Gonna make some revision. I want to make this one better. Jeje days pa kasi to. Lol