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Chapter 56 Chapter 56

[I have a very happy life.

Material shortages can be made up by work, and spiritual shortages can be filled with hobbies.

I went to a good university, studied a stable major, had a group of very lovely classmates, and the professor was generous with his writing. It can be said that as long as I continue to maintain this, the other side of the cloud journey is only a thin line away from me.

But I feel like something is missing.

I saw the depressed faces of those respectable customers when I was working part-time, and people with a bright future drank expensive alcohol, turning the liquid in their stomachs into a sticky adhesive for the debris.

The transformation of self-confidence and anxiety can come so easily.

Then I found that the source of this transformation is "lack".

* Based on the lack of self, people will have the desire to fill the gap.

When the corresponding thing appears, there will be pursuit and love.

If the thing is concretized to a certain person, then Plato explained it in "Symposium".

Love is equal to desire, equal to lack.

What is not there, what cannot be, what is lacking - this is the topic of love.

A paradox has emerged: I have nothing that I don't have.

I have no vacancies, no desires, no pursuits and no loves.

I feel that I am missing something, precisely because I have nothing less.

Does this also prove that there is no such thing as "love" in my life?

I want to prove this point in some form.

————"Pseudo-love theory" · 1】

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Fushiguro Megumi waved his fist with a dark face, trying to punish Fushiguro Shier viciously.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Do you want to torture others besides me?" He was very angry. "You have no fixed residence, you are hungry sometimes, and you are often nowhere to be found - who wants a father like you?"

Fuguro Shier's eyes had just moved back from the back of the college student who fled in panic. When he heard his son's accusation, he raised his eyebrows: "What a mean and considerate child, you are angry on behalf of others?"

"He is obviously very angry too, his face is red with anger!"

Fuguro Shier couldn't help laughing, and didn't tell Fuguro Hui that the other person's blushing was actually for other reasons.

"What are you laughing at? Last time he was cheated of money by you, he was not as angry as today."

The man laughed even louder, easily picked up the child with one hand, and didn't care that he was actually stained with blood that had not completely dried, and then let Hui hold his coat, turned to the other side and walked out of the alley, and didn't mention what happened just now.