The Hot Hockey Player

Chapter 17 - Madeline🌸

"Are we ever going to talk about that day in the ice rink where Reyes somehow recognized you ?", Jude asks me carefully.

It's the morning after Jude and I had sex for the first time. it might as well have been the first time ever for me as it'd been a long time since my last time. Just to say, it was one of the best sex I ever had, if not the best and I'm not going to tell him that, even if I kind of did last night in the heat of the moment. But I'm not going to flatter his ego even more. He might not be able to fit into his shoes anymore. 

But it was indeed the best sex I had.  

I was afraid at first. This guy has experience, that's a fact. I do too but not that much. But he was kind, never laughed or mocked me when I doubt myself. If anything, he guided me at almost every step — yes almost because I'm capable of doing things too. It was very gentle. And I liked it. But I'm not sure he had enjoyed himself that much. Sure, his moans and his dick staring at me almost all the time might convince me otherwise but I don't know... I kind of picture him as the type who would prefer rough sex — still kind and respectful — but dirty at the same time. And then I surprised myself when I thought that I will be okay trying it. Rough sex I mean. Adding to that the fact that it will be with Jude. Kind of is the combo to make me wet with anticipation. It's something I need to tell him though. But I don't know how to and I just probably never will, or at least not for a long time. I can't help myself now but imagine a commanding Jude, taking me wherever he wants, however pleases him with that dominating air.

I'm cut off — thankfully — from my dirty thoughts when Jude calls for my name. Right, he asked me about Coach Reyes. Anyway, I knew this day was going to come at some point. I just didn't thought it would be after sex, "We can."

He seems surprised since he props up on his elbows and looks at me, "Really ? I kind of thought you would say no, but I'm glad you want to. If that's really what you want. I don't want to you to feel forced or pressured to talk about it if it's not what you want and— "

I laugh quietly at his antics but stops him right before he might collapse from lack of air. The man didn't take a breath, "Jude. We can. Really. Thank you for asking if that's really what I want though."  

I love how he wants to know more about me but at the same time, doesn't want to pressure me too much. Talking about my past is the least I can do after everything he did for me. And I have nothing to hide.

"Okay. I'll ask you questions then. You can chose not to answer them though, I don't care. I'll follow your rhythm. So, it doesn't take a genius to know you're not from here. Were are you really from ?" Jude asks me in the nicest way possible. With a voice as smooth as the smoothest thing on earth. His voice is almost... lethal. I can't do nothing but answer to him, to his question.

Besides my crush on him, I don't know why but I feel pretty good with him. Hanging out with him feels amazing. I'm at ease and when I'm back home from our "date but not date nights", the only thing I want is go to bed so see him the next morning. Until now, we made some superficial conversations. But since last week or so, we've both learn from each other basic but important things to me. Like his favorite color, how many sister and brother we both had, his parents, mine... kind of. He knows I'm not from here, that I used to live in London and tonight he's basically asking me the same question. He tried to get to know where I'm from for quite some time now but I've always been evasive and he never insisted much. I didn't wanted him to get to know me on that level. It was too deep, too intimate. What I show off in the surface I could manage ; my diabetes and everything, that's all right, I'm not hiding any of it. But I think that today I need to open up a little and share just a bit more about myself. 

"Wow, Jude, you're actually a genius. Didn't doubt it though", I answer sarcastically.

"Cut the crap," he says back earning him a laugh from me.