Somewhere, Beyond The Dark Cloud (Complete ✅)

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Sia

Reading his diary makes me sad, but not always. Because there are some entries that makes me smile. Because they remind me of the days when we were happy.

Dear Sia,

I'd always wondered why my mother used to read me fairy tales, the Disney ones specifically and the only conclusion I could get at last was that she wanted a daughter to do all that stuff with. But now it makes me rethink the conclusion, did she want me to find someone like you to fall in love with? And live happily after?
You looked so beautiful in that blue dress. If there had been a real Cinderella and if she'd seen you like that, I have no doubt that she'd grind her teeth with jealousy. I'm not kidding. I mean, just when I think that you can't get any better, you strike my heart with a brand new surprise. I might sound cheesy when I speak of you but it's the truth, no exaggeration. No matter how much darkness I'm surrounded with, you've managed to bring the light when there's a smile in that brightest face of yours. No wonder Neil thinks that I like you, I just can't seem to hide it enough. But I think I've been doing a good job until now because me liking you would be the lowest point of my feelings for you. He's got no idea how far I've gone, but I'll try my best to hide, as long as I can.

I would've killed that jerk that night if it wasn't for Neil who stopped me. But damn, you're feisty, it took my interest in you on a whole new level. Like I said, you always surprise me. I know you're brave but punching so hard on his face when he called me a psycho? I almost laughed at that point.  But your knuckles might be hurting right now, and I can only imagine how that jerk's face might be swelling with pain.

I wonder how you got in contact with that loser anyway. I mean, he's good looking and pretty popular and stuff but don't you think you could do much better than that shitty head guy?

Well, to be honest, I don't like to see or even imagine you with anyone else. I know that's a little selfish of me but what else can I say when all my heart wants is you.

But, Sia, I really hope that you fall in love one day. But not with a person like me. Because love isn't enough. May he be a decent guy who'd give you all the amount of respect you deserve, with a family that loves him and may they love you more and may he never hesitate a second to be with you. If you do find him, You are gonna be his priority and every day he will be thankful to have you in his life.  And he would cherish and be with you forever. And may you always make him feel the way you make me.

Oh how beautiful you'd look in white, if I'd be that man then I'd probably have tears in my eyes to see you walk down the aisle, to be mine forever.

But as happy as that dream may appear, I know I'm not blessed enough to live that in real.

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A/N: So, what do you think?