I wake up to Kiki rubbing my back Keira: Hey kiddo, it's time to get up I groan Keira: We've let you have a lie in bubs I nod and slowly sit up Keira: all the bags are packed so it's just time for breakfast now I nod Keira: do you want a pick up? I nod Keira: Come here then She picks me up with blanky wrapped around me and Jeff in my hand then walks to breakfast.
During breakfast, I sit quietly and eat my breakfast still half asleep.
After breakfast, Kiki carries me back to our room and I put my ear defenders on and these shoes on
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whilst mummy and Kiki grab our stuff then we go to the coach.
I sit with Kiki on the coach cuddled into her lap and fall asleep.
When we get to the airport, kiki carries me and we go to the plane.
We get to camp and it's lunchtime so the staff take our bags to our rooms and we have lunch where I have perked up a bit now.
After lunch, we go to our rooms to pack everything up.
Once we've packed up there's a sad silence for a moment Lucy: Hey babes, shall we say bye? I nod Lucy: Come on then I go over to them and hold kiki's hand so mummy grabs the bags and we go downstairs, dropping the bags off then going to the chill room where everyone is and over to Millie B, Hannah, Niamh, Aggie and LJ Lucy: Hey guys Millie B: hey, you ready? Mummy nods Lucy: Yeah, just have to say bye Millie nods Lucy: Come on munchkin let's say bye I stay gripped onto kiki's hand and we go around saying bye, when we get to the Manchester united group I give most of the girls massive hugs and same for arsenal.
After saying bye to everyone we go back to the Chelsea group. Millie B: the taxis are here Mummy nods Lucy: ok We all take our stuff and go outside to the taxis and mummy puts our stuff in a car then comes back over to me and Kiki Lucy: It's time baby I shake my head and my eyes start watering Isla-Wren: No Mummy looks at me with sympathy Lucy: Would you like me to say bye to Kiki first? I nod So she does exactly that.
After mummy and Kiki have said bye to eachother it's my turn and Kiki kneels down so she's my height Keira: hey cutie She smiles and I try and smile back Keira: You will see me soon ok cause you are gonna come and have a holiday with me whilst mummy's doing boring work stuff Isla-Wren: But that's ages away I sob Keira: I know baby but we can facetime everyday if you want? I nod Keira: You have my number so you can message or call me whenever I nod Keira: can I have a hug That's all it takes for me to fling myself into her and give her a massive hug which she gratefully reciprocates whilst whispering reassuring things in my ear.
Lucy: We need to go now bubba Kiki pulls away and I start properly crying Keira: Bye Izzy, I love you Isla-Wren: I love you too, I'm gonna miss you so much kiki Keira: I'm gonna miss you too sweetheart She says and kisses my forehead and mummy picks me up which makes me sob.
Mummy puts me in the taxi which we are sharing with Millie then gets in next to me shutting the door.
As we pull away I am sobbing for Kiki and trying to get out whilst she waves crying aswell now with Leah next to her.
The whole car ride I cry for Kiki and mummy's trying to calm me down and make me feel better.
When we pull upto the airport, mummy makes sure my ear defenders are on as Millie gets out to sort out bags out Lucy: Ok baby, we need to go and get the plane now ok? I nod having stopped sobbing and screaming now Lucy: do you want me too carry you? I nod Lucy: Ok baby She gets out and goes round to my side and wraps blanky around my shoulders before picking me up and placing me on her hip then we meet Millie whose found the other girls.
We get through the airport relatively easily and I sit cuddled into mummy whilst we wait for the gate to open. I turn my head and a few seconds later, I see Aggie pulling funny faces at me which makes a small smile creep onto my face.
Soon the gate opens and we all get on the plane and I sit on the window seat with mummy the otherside of me.
The whole plane ride, I watch films on the screen and cuddle with mummy as I feel really sad.
We land and go through the airport together then when we get to the front we slowly split off and me and mummy get into a taxi and go home.
When the taxi pulls up, we get out and mummy hands me the keys Lucy: You go on in and I will be in in a minute with the bags I nod and pull blanky up my shoulders a bit so it doesn't drag on the floor then I go upto the front door and unlock it before going inside where I am immediately met with Narla so I sit on the floor in the living room and have cuddles with Narla.
Mummy soon comes in with the bags and takes them to our rooms then comes back down and sits on the sofa Lucy: What would you like for dinner babes? Isla-Wren: MC Donald's? Mummy nods Lucy: We can have that, do you want your normal? I nod Lucy: Ok baby, I will order it then She orders our dinner then just chills on the sofa watching me and Narla play and cuddle.
The food soon comes so we eat it together.
After dinner, we both go upstairs and to my room Lucy: so, let's unpack your stuff so that's all sorted ok? I
nod With that, mummy helps me unpack all of my stuff until everything is back in it's home and my room looks less bare. Lucy: ok baby, do you want to go to bed now? You've had a really big day. Isla-Wren: Can we call Kiki so I can say goodnight? Mummy nods Lucy: we can try She says and sits next to me on my bed and calls Kiki on her phone.
After a few rings, she picks up Keira: Hey She smiles with a background I've never seen before Isla-Wren: KIKI, I miss you so much Keira: I miss you too baby She smiles Lucy: She wanted to say goodnight to you before she went to sleep Kiki nods Keira: Ok well, I hope you have the best sleep ever with amazing dream Izzy, I love you Isla-Wren: I love you too, can we talk tomorrow? Keira: Yeah, just call me or get mummy to call me ok? I nod Isla-Wren: ok, I will Keira: Good girl, have a good sleep and I will take to you tomorrow. Love you Isla-Wren: Love you too I say and blow her a kiss which she copies before mummy hangs up Lucy: Ok, ready for bed now? I nod Lucy: ok She says and snuggles me into bed Lucy: I love you so much baby and I hope you have a great sleep. If you need anything I'm just in my room so come and get me I nod Isla: love you too mummy Mummy kisses my head then slowly leaves my room so I can sleep.
