something between you and me

drowning

Again found myself
Lost in the ocean of my tears.
I never learnt how to swim,
Because I never found it necessary .

And now I am drowning
In the vast deep ocean
The darkness never used to scare me,
But the darkness here is different
The darkness of the ocean scares me .
Yet the ocean here is so beautiful ,
Like those eyes used to

There is not even a single beam of light .
There is no single way to escape .
No one here who can rescue me .
I couldn't breathe anymore ,
The water is so cold,
It feels sharp against my skin.

I am drowned so deep
That my lungs have burst
The pressure of water is so high
I couldn't move even an inch
My body has frozen

But my brain got a flashback ,
It took me back to that night ,
When we first met
It replays all those sweet memories of us,
So I couldn't feel the pain .
So I could die with a smile on my face