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❝ 𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦...𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 ❞

~𝐘ⱺυ𝗋𝗌 𝖿ⱺ𝗋𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋

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It's been a few days since I told my roommates how I've been swooning over Jiaxu since middle school...

Me and Jiaxu have been...well...the usual...
Hanging out with him and his friends...sometimes my roommates tag along...

To be honest....99.9% of me thinks Jiaxu never looked at me like that....but that 1% is what keeps me going...

That "what if" in my mind won't let me get over him....

But me and Jiaxu never had chemistry...not that I think of it...
I have always acted as a helper friend in his life...never anything else...

Maybe because I wanted to help him out of his "debt" situation...

I had never made a move...nor have I given him hints about my crush on him...

As the thoughts kept wandering about my head, a flying magazine snapped me out of it...

"Mixia! What is wrong with u?! Can u hear me?" Yuzhi shouts... clearly annoyed...but then her pout turns into a smirk...

"Who are u thinking about?" Her smirk widens...

Suli and Lanyi look over their should and stare right at me with smirks on their faces too...

"I'm thinking about no one..." I answer.... I felt my throat dry up...

"You know u should just confess instead of daydreaming ryt-?" Lanyi says, spinning a pen in her right hand...

"Hell no!" I say, "I am not going to confess! I'll get rejected and lose a precious friendship!"

"Look u got a chance to get a boyfriend...but ur deciding to give it away...ur loss hun'..." Suli extends Lanyi's suggestion...

"Are u guys crazy?" I defend "no way am I gonna confess rn!"

No matter how much I deny it, there was a part of me who was tempted to do it...

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After class, I was heading to the library with Lanyi and Suli...