Love and Leather

Secrets

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Rhys POV:
After that night, i didn't see or text her for a week, I didn't like the way I scared her. I wanted to set ground rules with her and yea scare her a bit but, I never wanted to trigger an anxiety attack. I'll do anything to protect her, fucking anything. If she asked me to burn the whole world down I would do it without a second thought, I wouldn't even ask her why.

Maybe she's right, maybe I am crazy, but I'm crazy for her and I'll stand by that.

Me and Zanders, my right hand man, are currently working on a new mission, we are going to invade another Mafia, usually we aren't the type of Mafia to start battles but they killed Zanders mom and nobody messes with the people I care about. I had convinced my father to let me run this mission, I labeled it as 'getting experience for when I take over' but I could care less about that. I had gathered 10 of the best men in our Mafia to discuss it with. "Okay boys listen up, we leave at 10 pm tomorrow night and we lay fucking low, if we draw any attention then we are fucked. We will enter in the back door of their warehouse, we steal the drugs and we get the fuck out. The last thing we need is to start a war. We can't let them know which Mafia stole from them. Am I clear?" I looked around. They all nodded in sync "yes sir". I sighed "dismissed" I waved a hand at them and they scurried out.

Later on in the day after work I stopped by at Zanders, two knocks, pause, three knocks, out signature knock since we met. He answered the door with a drowsy expression "hey man, you look like shit. How have you been?" He just shook his head and I felt a pang in my heart. His mother was an angel, I cared for her. I pulled him into a hug "hey dude I'm here for you, I know we are professional majority of the time but I care for you man" he just nodded and I felt tears soak my shirt. Fuck.

I spent majority of the night comforting Zanders, I went home around 11 pm. Well... I didn't exactly go home. My Tesoro... I was in her room, she was asleep. I crouched down by her bed, slowly stroking her hair. In her sleep she leaned into my touch, a huge smile spread across my face, I hadn't smiled like that in years. I kissed her forehead and she tugged me down in the bed. Fuck, i shouldn't, she wouldn't be doing this if she knew it were me, if she were conscious.... Fuck it. I crawled into bed behind her and cradled her in my arms. She melted in my arms and I tightend my hold, god she made every single bad thing in my life just go away... Poof.. gone. The hours passed, I stayed awake, simply holding her. When I started drifting to sleep I knew I had to leave, I reluctantly freed myself from her grasp and stood up. I kissed her forehead before leaving. This would be my little secret. I'm falling hard, I'm so utterly fucked.

Satinas POV:
I haven't seen or heard from him since that night, it's been a week and a half. Mila is relieved, she thinks I'm safe now. Honestly, I kinda feel like shit. Like.. did I do something and now he doesn't want me anymore? I know he is dangerous and I should be relieved but it also felt nice to feel wanted for once, and it's always a shitty feeling when someone stops liking you, even if you don't like them back. I don't even know who this guy fucking is, what the fuck is wrong with me?

Last night I woke up around 2am and I could have sworn.... No Satina your crazy, nobody was in your room, that's insane. I mean he was before... Shit. On the bright side, I slept better than I have in forever, for the longest time I have always woken up in the middle of the night from a nightmare and stayed up for hours, but last night I slept the entire night. I didn't do anything different, all I know is that I hope it happens again, I feel so awake today, like I just had 5 energy drinks. I opened my phone and sent my stalker a text "I hope you know that I'm not mad at you" Satina what the fuck are you doing?! Your apologizing to your fucking stalker!? I guess that sums up who I am as a person. I'm the type of person that, if you stabbed me, I would apologize for getting blood on your shirt.

I didn't expect a response.. but I sure hope for one. My dad was currently screaming downstairs about something that I didn't pay any mind to. He was always angry, always yelling. I walked down a couple steps before plopping my ass on the 3 step down, listening to his yelling, my head rested against the railing. My mother tried to calm him down but it never worked. I closed my eyes and tried to drown out my the noise. Is it terrible to wish someone would take me away from here? To never see my parents again? Maybe my stalker- no that's fucking crazy. Satina, something is seriously fucked up about you. I talked to myself often to deal with the fact that I have nobody to tell all the thoughts and secrets I know I shouldn't be thinking. I walked back into my bedroom and checked my phone to find a new message. Him.