Drugged Up Love

Chapter 1: Introducing.

      The pair was in the middle of another argument. Hawks screamed and cursed while Dabi threatened to hurt him.
Soon, Dabi's threats turned real. He began beating Hawks.
Hawks's cries could be heard throughout the apartment.
Soon, the cries stopped, and he began to feel numb to the pain. Dabi eventually got bored and stopped beating Hawks. He left the room and went to the bathroom, where he opened a drawer and opened a little secret compartment. This compartment held cocaine and Xanax. He took the little bag of cocaine out. There was then a knock on the door.
"Dabi... baby.. can I open the door?"
Hawks's voice cooed with desperation.
Dabi didn't respond, thinking he locked the door. He opened the little bag and pulled a card out from his pocket, forming a small line.
The door suddenly opened, and the secret was finally out. Hawks's jaw dropped slightly.
"Is that.."
He couldn't even finish his sentence. Dabi moved, trying to hide it, realizing he couldn't he spoke.
"Want some? It helps me calm down after our arguments."
Hawks was hesitant but slowly nodded his head.

      Hawks and Dabi, standing side by side. Dabi pulls out a cut straw from the drawer. He sticks it into his nose and begins snorting the line of cocaine.
"That's how you do it."
He takes the straw out from his nose and cuts a new fresh one for Hawks. Hawks takes the straw hesitantly and looks at the line of cocaine in front of him.
He mentally prepares himself before sticking the straw in his nose and snorting his own line.
His nose stung. He put his hand up to it, holding it softly.
"Stings, huh?"
Dabi questions. Hawks nods his head. They both exit the bathroom and lay in bed together in their shared bedroom.
Hawks started saying something but stopped himself.
"What were you going to say, birdie?"
Dabi asks quietly.
"I was originally coming to the bathroom to apologize to you, and I still want to... Im sorry for fighting with you."
Dabi hums, and he softly smiles. Kissing the top of Hawks's forehead.
"Don't worry, birdie. It's okay."
He cooed, his words soft like silk.
Hawks started to feel a weird sensation in his body, almost like he was floating.
"I.. I feel weird.."
He spoke with slight fear in his tone, and Dabi began stroking his hair.
"That's okay, birdie. You're gonna feel weird for a bit, but you'll be okay."
He spoke softly.

      Hawks had fallen asleep in Dabi's arms. The taller man carefully got up and went back to the bathroom and popped a Xanax bar before going back to the room. He had turned the TV on and lowered the volume and began watching some show that was playing.
Hawks began to stir in his sleep, signaling that he was close to waking up. Hawks began to flutter his eyes open, the room being dimly lit from the TV. Hawks slowly turned over to Dabi's side and laid his head on his chest. Slowly falling back asleep.

      Hawks wakes up the next morning, Dabi, not in bed, he decides to get up and search for his boyfriend. He went out to the living area, no Dabi in sight. He checked the kitchen, but still no Dabi. He went back to the living area and noticed his shoes and jacket were gone.
'He must've gone somewhere'
Hawks thought. He decided to do something without Dabi present. He went to the bathroom and opened the drawer that had the compartment. He pulled the cocaine out and the straw. He made himself a line and snorted it. He tipped his head back and sniffed.
Allowing the powder to go down easier. He put everything back in place so Dabi wouldn't notice that anything was moved or missing. He shut the drawer and walked out of the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.
He soon began to feel that weird sensation again, but it was different than the first time. This time, his vision was also getting weird. He must've not noticed it before since he had fallen asleep his first time doing coke. He made his way over to the kitchen to grab himself a small snack.
As he was eating, he felt himself craving more. More cocaine to be exact. He decided not to. He didn't want to snort all of Dabi's stash.

      Dabi entered the shared apartment, looking slightly excited, and relived.
"Hey, birdie!"
He spoke as he took his shoes off, and he noticed that Hawks had fallen asleep on the couch while watching TV. It was 3 in the afternoon. He walked over to Hawks and shook him awake. Hawks's eyes fluttered open, and he saw how excited Dabi was.
"What's going on, babe?"
He asks Dabi quietly, still trying to wake up.
"I have a surprise for you, birdie."
Dabi spoke before pulling out a small baggie of cocaine that had Hawks's name on it with a little heart. Hawks looked at the little baggie and was slightly confused as to why Dabi would be so excited about this.
Dabi noticed his confused expression and spoke.
"Well, ever since yesterday and your little experiment, I thought that I could get you your own!"
Dabi spoke happily and handed the little baggie to Hawks. He happily accepted the gift and got up and hugged Dabi.
"Thank you, baby."
Hawks said softly. He walked over to the bathroom and put his little baggie next to Dabi's.

      For the next few days, Hawks couldn't go a day without cocaine. He had a line every day. He was getting better at not falling asleep completely, but he would nod off every once in a while. Today, he had decided to do two lines to see how that would feel. His senses were heightened, and a light squeeze felt like a hard, tight one to him. The feeling of floating was also stronger, and he would nod off more than usual.

      After doing his second line, he left the bathroom and went out to the living room where his boyfriend had been. Hawks started to feel tired. He sat on the couch beside Dabi, who was looking at his phone. Hawks began to nod off. He quickly woke himself back up and looked over at Dabi's phone to see him flirting with someone on Instagram.

      Wanna know what happened next? Me too.

Hiii!! I hope you enjoyed my first chapter of this story! If you have any recommendations, let me know!
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