When a too bold girl meets a 'shut the fuck up' kind of guy, and absolute hell breaks loose
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Did i just catch my boyfriend of 4 years who recently became my fiancé cheat on me?
yes
Did he absolutely enjoy being inside another woman?
Definitely looked like it
Am i going to be sad?
no. It's his loss
Am i going to party and drink the worthless feeling away anyway?
hell yeaaaaa
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that pretty much sums up what happened a few hours ago and why i'm currently in a cab with my two best friends, cheering to music in our sparkly dresses.
To clarify, yes it hurt like hell to be betrayed by the one person you thought was going to spend the rest of your life with you. But i deserve better than that, and i know it. That doesn't stop me from being disgusted though.
I mean, he's been acting off ever since he proposed, as if that was the last bit of effort and since i said yes he could do whatever he wanted.
The proposal was a few months back and we were still sexually active during that time. But lately i haven't been in the mood. And with him acting off even in the corse of the time where we actually did have sex, leads me to wonder if he already had another woman while also having sex with me.
the thought was unpleasant and quite honestly i felt like throwing up. He was doing me, while he was doing another the other night. Maybe the same night.
A shiver runs down my spine at the thought. God, i've never been happier for the invention of a condom.
I felt like killing him honestly, but he isn't worth any time in jail or effort in general for that matter.
Why do men always do that? i mean just break up with me if you want a new one, but seriously two or more at once?
He really thought he could marry me and have a bitch on the side. Well, he thought wrong.
And what annoys me even more? she knew he was engaged.
hellooo? What about girl's code?
Anywayyy
I think im a little tipsy, and im not saying that because of the choice of my words. That's just me.
fucking deal with it.
But my stomach is all warm and my knees are wobbly.
My body is betraying me and the night hasn't even started yet.
Im not much of a drinker, or partier.
Not in any sense but it felt right and i wanted a distraction from all the shit that's been going on.
As if it wasn't enough that my fiancé cheated on me, no, my dad recently left me and mom for another woman. Prove that it runs in their veins.
My mom was stupidly running after him and got hit by a truck. I was there to witness it all, call the ambulance, trying to keep her alive. All while i watched my father drive away without a second glance. He didn't care about me or my mom, nor the tears that sprawled across my cheeks that night. She's in a coma and has been for the past three years. I was 16 when i started to care for myself. And i had no one to help me.
