The first to last feels

The lost Thread

You always say this
You never change
You are always sorry
You don't mean your words
You don't understand
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE

What you said pierced my heart
What you said came as a storm to me
What you said has hurt me
What you said has saddened me
What you said CANT BE TAKEN BACK
It attacked her heart like a stone a fragile vase

You always want another chance
You always want me to understand
You always do this
You always SAY THIS

I realize have done wrong
I realize I have hurt you
I realize the magnitude of my insensitive words
I realize my mistake
I realize I lost your trust
I realize I lost your faith

I need time
I need space
I need to think
But I don't know how long will this take

I yearn for THOSE again
I yearn for your love
I yearn for your affection
I yearn for the sound of your voice
I yearn for your hugs
I yearn for you kisses
I yearn for your touch
I yearn for YOU

I promise to not do this again
I promise to not let you down this time
I promise to stay true to my promise
I promise I'll love you
I promise
Just give me this chance
One last time