Mine. (𝚉𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚒 𝙵𝙵)

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Next day, Zhan woke up and left early not wanting Yibo to know that he was with him whole night. Zhan got the best sleep of his life after a very long time of sleeping alone. He felt refreshed and was ready to start the day nicely. He smiled and watched as Mrs. Xiao came and slowly placed the little girl beside Yibo who was still asleep nicely and peacefully. Mrs. Xiao then turned to her son and smiled, "Go and freshen up, you need to go office", she said softly.

Zhan nodded while stretching, yes, he have given up on his dream of being a fashion designer just because he wanted to stay here with his bobo now and the little dumpling whom he saw as his own daughter. He knew Yibo wouldn't want to see him everyday, but he just can't stay away from the boy he loves so much.

He walked towards his own room to wash himself up. After a while Yibo stirred up from his sleep as he felt his daughter making noises, he slowly opened his eyes and looked beside him. He smiled and patted her chest, "Hey..you little mandu, woke up already, hm?", he utters softly while rubbing the baby's chest. She looks at him with her twinkle eyes while biting her little fingers.

Yibo was in good mood, he felt no sadness waking up like before. He saw her and had the will..the will to everything. "You are not hungry, nor sleepy", he utters softly while gently caressing her head and kissed her cheek, "Dada will freshen up ok? I will see someone for you", he gets off from the bed and walks towards the door.

Just then he accidentally slightly bumped into Zhan who was passing by the room. They stared at eachother for sometime and Yibo immediately looked away, Zhan lowered his eyes slowly, "Morning", he uttered gently while gazing at his brother-in-law back. Yibo just nodded and walked back inside, that's where his heart soured once again.

Just by looking at Zhan's face he feels lots of emotions in him. He reminds him of his husband, his love of the life and Zhan can never be him. Zhan can never be Xian for him. He will never accept him. After watching Yibo retreating back, Zhan felt hurt, but he somehow just smiled sadly and walked downstairs. He knew Yibo needed time and he knew Yibo hated him very much to even look at his face. But he was ok as long as he can see him and is near.

After sometime. Yibo walked downstairs with Mian on his arms. Zhan was already off for his work and that made Yibo slightly relieved as he wouldn't have to be in awkward situation. Mrs. Xiao and Jackson were already present there, she smiled gently when she saw him ascend down. "Morning honey", she uttered sweetly.

"Morning mom", he nodded and sat beside Jackson who took Mian while smiling. Yibo looked at Mrs. Xiao wanting to help but before he can, she already walked there with breakfast for him- it was bread, omelette and vegetable soup. He nodded softly, "Thank you mom", he immediately started eating as he was very hungry. Mrs. Xiao smiled seeing him eat and looked at Mian softly.

"You slept well?", Jackson asked while rocking Mian who was making soft noises. Yibo nodded while munching on the bread. Jackson chuckled, "My god, you started talking too much", he poked Mian's nose who sneezed, "Bless you!", Mrs. Xiao and Jackson said at the same time with a amused smile. Yibo smiled watching them and continued eating.

He was feeling relaxed and assured, but somewhere in his heart he still missed his husband. Xian was really fond of baby and when it was finally time for him to hold his own. God took that from him. He felt sad just thinking about his dear husband, they were so happy. He loved Xian and Xian loved him so much, the fate was cruel. Too cruel..

He felt no appetite now, Yibo stood up, placed the dish on the sink and walked towards Jackson, "I will be upstairs", he uttered taking Mian from him and without waiting for answer or without saying anything walked upstairs. It was hard for him, hard that he was alone..he hated it, hated the loneliness. Jackson and Mrs. Xiao shared a silent look and saw Yibo left one bread on the plate.

They knew he was not in a good state right now. He lost the one he loved the most, it must be too hard to even think about. For whole day, Zhan stayed worried for Yibo, if he has eaten anything so he called Jackson every two hours to know about how his love was doing. "Yeah, he ate the breakfast, but we had the hard time giving him lunch. For whole day he has been in his room..", Jackson uttered.

Zhan sighed softly massaging his forehead, "Please Jack check on him every hour and let me know..even in texts if you want. But please do keep checking..I cannot loose him you know", he uttered softly. "Don't worry Zhan, I will and will inform you. You just stay assured", the other said. Zhan cut the call after that and placed the phone on the table. He hated himself that he was not with Yibo right now.

But he fears to even show his face to the other after how they betrayed him. After the work Zhan rushed home. The worries eating him alive, he walked inside the living room and saw Mrs. Xiao with Mian on her lap who was asleep. She looked at him softly, "Where is bobo?", he asked while staring at her, panting slightly from the quick walk he did after getting off from the car.

"He..he is leaving Zhan", she uttered with pain in her voice and eyes. Zhan's eyes widened. He immediately ran upstairs and rushed inside the room, he saw Yibo putting the clothes on the trolley and Jackson was sitting on the edge of the bed while looking defeated. Yibo looked up when he felt presence and saw Zhan, he stares at him silently and continued putting the clothes.

Zhan came forward, "Where are you going?", he asked. "None of your business", Yibo said not listening to him. It hurted Zhan, hurted him so much, but just for Yibo's sake he was being like this. "It is my business Yibo", he said firmly standing beside him and watching as the other placed clothes inside the trolley. Yibo ignored him and continued. Zhan held his hand now, "I asked where are you going?", he frowned. Yibo immediately tried to pull his hand back, "Don't touch me, let me go".

Zhan tightened his grip, "I won't as long as you tell me where you're going". Yibo glared at the latter and tries to release himself, "I will live with Jackson from now on. There is nothing left in this house for me now", he uttered. Zhan frowned and pulled him closer, "And what do you mean by that?".

"What you heard, now let me go", Yibo gritted his teeth. "No", Zhan said firmly, "I won't let you go, understand?". Yibo stared at him, "You cannot stop me Zhan and why do you even care?", he asked in disbelief. That question made something snap on Zhan, he stared at the other in disbelief, complete disbelief. Why does Yibo ask him that? Such dumb question.

"Why do I even care?", Zhan asked and wrapped his one arm around the boy's waist while his other hand was still holding his wrist, Yibo gasped and tried to push him away but the latter stayed firm and unmoving. "Because I fucking love you!", he yelled right at his face, he didn't cared anymore. Yibo's eyes widened, he stopped fighting back and just stared as the other's eyes got glossy.

"Because I love you..why don't you understand?..you are hurting me everyday Bobo", Zhan utters shakily as the tears trailed down his eyes. His eyes were showing pure pain and something familiar which Yibo saw before. Which Yibo saw before in his husband's eyes- the undying and the most purest love. He saw that clearly on Zhan's eyes. He felt chills run down his spine as he stared at the other getting speechless.

"You won't go anywhere..I-i won't let you", Zhan whispered as his voice broke with pain and cry. He hugged Yibo tightly, "I won't be able to live..please", he whispered in pain and in so much beg..

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