Hell yeah pure angst cause I'm sick and sad and when I'm those 2 I write angst 😜😜😜
___3rd Person POV:
Spoke and Parrot knew each other for quite a while... The "while" is approximately 9 years. They both had an unspoken bond, never leaving each other's side. Whenever one was mentioned, the other one was mentioned soon after, but one day that you would call "fortunate", was unfortunate for the person, to be exact, Spoke. Spoke has caught feelings for Parrot. And what could he do about that? Nothing.
He never thought about coming out about it to others. He would occasionally act like a simp for Parrot around PlanetLord, but that's only cause they were close, never spoke a word about it to others. He didn't trust them. They weren't as nice as Planet. They would definitely rat him out. He trusts PlanetLord and Parrot, no one else.
Planet kept encouraging him to come out to Parrot about his feelings, about how he feels about him. Spoke was scared. Scared about what Parrot might say. Scared that he might be disgusted, that he might push him away. Anything could be possible. ANYTHING. He didn't wanna risk his friendship cause of these silly feelings that he had.
Spoke took the time alone he had to think about what Planet said to him about coming out to Parrot. He felt like it would be his biggest mistake, but maybe it won't be that bad? Right?... It can't be THAT bad... R-right...?
So, Spoke mustered up the courage he had and decided to text Parrot and then he started doubting his decision again.
"Do I really wanna do this?"
"Do I really wanna risk our friendship for such a silly thing?"
"What if he likes someone else?"
"What if he hates me after I come out?"
"What if... He loves me back?..."
"No, of course he doesn't. W-why would he..."
"Fuck it, I'm gonna tell him. It's gonna happen one day anyways, better sooner than later."He sent the text to Parrot about the location he wanted to meet at. It was at spawn. One of the prettiest places on the SMP, except when there were wars on them. They were meeting in around 30 minutes. He was trying to make himself feel better, but nothing seemed to work, so he instead started walking to spawn already.
Spawn was pretty far away from his current base. He passed quite a few biomes while trying to make it there, like a cherry grove, where he stopped for a while to pick up some flowers for Parrot. The flowers are really pretty, he couldn't just walk past them.
Another biome he walked past was a normal flower forest, where in the middle was a beautiful river and on the other end, a normal forest. It looked really pretty, so Spoke just noted down the coords, maybe he'd come back here again.
There weren't any other notable places he walked past, so let's just skip to when he arrives at spawn. Spawn wasn't looking as bad as he thought it would, it was still a gorgeous place. Flowers were planted around pathways, trees were accompanying a bit further from the path. There was a cherry tree hanging just above the path, which looked like it was from a fantasy. Spawn was as beautiful as ever. Lifesteal has always had beautiful spawns, well at least before a war started on the fields of spawn.
Spoke looked at the time. Just 3 more minutes. He waited a bit under the cherry tree, a bit impatient, and mostly anxious. He was really scared. He can't stop overthinking about this. It's really weird. He's never felt such strong feelings towards anyone.
And then, Parrot came. He saw Spoke sitting under the tree. He seemed... Troubled. Parrot sat next to him and shook him slightly, Spoke quickly regained his senses as he perked up at the sight of Parrot. He quickly hugged him and greeted him.
"HI PARROT!!!" Spoke basically shouted at him, thankfully no one was around, so no one other than Parrot heard him scream.
"Hi Spoke..!" Parrot sounded a bit... Sad? Worried? Spoke didn't know, he couldn't figure it out either. "So, what did you want to talk about?"
"Hey, Parrot, you fine? You seem kinda sad..?" Spoke was worried. He was worried for his bestfriend. He seemed really upset.
"Sorry, I just. I just have enough of you Spoke. You've changed. You've changed for the worse, and I HATE this new you. I despise how you act. I hate almost every move you do, cause it's mostly malicious. I hate how you act, how you talk, how you keep bothering me and not someone else. It feels like you're toying with me and I hate YOU for that. Is this another dumb prank that you wanna pull on me? Is it some new exploit that you wanna show me that will allow you to destroy the server again? I don't care what you wanna say. You're really annoying, I hope you know that." Parrot ranted to Spoke, not even realizing the tears that has started to dwell up in his eyes. He dropped the flowers that he previously picked up for him and his tears started to fall on his boots.
"Oh... O-okay... I understand... Sorry." He replied and slowly turned away, looking at the previous mentioned path as he said his last words to Parrot.
"I love you, Parrot. I hope you remember that."
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WHY CAN I FINISH THESE ONESHOTS IN A FEW HOURS BUT THEN MY FANFICS IN MONTHS FOR A SINGLE CHAPTER WTTFFFFF
Yeah it's almost 3 am I'm gonna sleep good night.
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