Mondays, Tuesdays
When I come around to sit with them
You always seem to let me down but especially this time, I never felt less proud.
Mondays, Tuesdays
When they turned me into the fool
who didn't stand for me?
Oh yes, that was you
Acted as solid as a tree
Mondays, Tuesdays
My heart was glass they dropped it
You didn't stop it, I see
As they bite into my heart and twist
She didn't seem to care, not even a little bit
Mondays, Tuesdays
R.J and S.S never liked me
How don't you see?
S.S was even a newbie but tore only I
And R.J was original and both are beautiful, I can't lie
Enraged is my heart that they never liked me but also at you M.I for never thinking for yourself or being there for me.
Mondays, Tuesdays
This was a special week when I got turned away
M.I, you didn't even make them force me to stay
And what am I supposed to do with that? Supposed to thank you, I won't, because you never had my back
Mondays, Tuesdays
This is the same week
And I left and complied but then weeped in stall 1, because I knew our friendship was done
You came looking for me, even called my name
But by then it was too late as I knew you were being fake
Eventually you left and gave up just like you always do
Then kizzie , who left ages ago, proved herself more worthy than you
She may not have put me back together but that was alright because she asked "Are you ok?"
What was that? It felt foreign, something that was barely ever in my pages
As I felt something that I hadn't felt for ages, I hugged her hard as she'd helped me feel seen
She helped me hold on rather than float away a million little dandelion seeds
Just relieved at least she wanted me for me
Mondays, Tuesdays
All of this is the sh*t that you don't see
The sh*t that is happening to me, you don't see
No more do we love, listen and laugh.
"Whatever" ,I say, as that's what happens with your new friends that reject the idea of you and me.
This is the consequence when you don't stick up for a friend
You ponder what could've been
Act better, laugh better, do better
Instead of the chapters closing and saying "The End".
