Fake smile

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by BentleyBell

by BentleyBell

Tw self harm under age smoking drinking etc

Aiden's pov

I walked into my room shut the door and collapsed on to my bed.life was too much sometime I'm a addict to everything you name it liquor cutting smoking anything to take the edge of I looked under my bed and pulled out a shoe box filled with things from knives to cigarettes to vapes I pulled out a box cutter and drug it across my wrist I was trying to hit a nerve kept cutting until my are was covered in blood I went to the bathroom took a shower to get the blood off and through on a old hoodie with a smiley face on it I get a text from ash

Ashy❤️❤️ Aiden you good your were quite at school

Me- yea I'm fine just tired:D

Ashy❤️❤️-okay

I felt bad about lying to the only person who make life worth it but she wouldn't want to hear it anyway

Me- can I come over

Ashy❤️❤️fine

Me-yay:)

I walk to Ashlyn's house and knock on the window she opens it and I flop onto her bed "what do you want" she ask "nothing just wanna hang" "your so annoying"
She says "you know you love me" I say and I swear I see her turn red she gets in bed and we start our "nightly cuddle" SHIT SHE FELT THE BANDAGES "what are these Aiden" "umm nothing" "Aiden lift up your sleeve" shit she on to me "no" I say before getting interrupted "now" I do and her face drops she gives me a hug "why" she ask. "Why what " why do you cut yourself it hurts you and me" it hurts her? Why does she care does she care about me that's when I feel the tears I cry for attest a minute before she says "Aiden promise me never again" "promise"