Sooo...what's your wish?

I wish...

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It's weird how fast your life can change. It can change in one year, one moth, one day or just a second. And I can tell you....I never thought that my life could change that much. And all of that just because I decided to throw a coin into a wishing well...

One of my best friends, Anna, killed herself at the beginning of this school year. She smiled very often and often looked like she was happy. But she wasn't happy and I knew that. Sometimes I was pretty good at seeing how people really feel but well...you can never know EVERYTHING about a persons feelings and this is why Anna is dead now....I couldn't know how sad she really was....

After Anna's death I was so tired of everything and blamed myself because I knew that she was depressed but I didn't think that she'd really kill herself. One day I walked around and saw a wishing well (don't get me wrong...I didn't believe in that kind of stuff either) and I just had to throw a coin into it and make a wish...idk why but I just had to.

„I wish that I could be able to know all the problems of people just by looking at them".

I know that wish sounds weird but I just wanted to help people especially my friends and find people who have got the same probems that I've got.

Of course I never thought that it would work...

But right after I had thrown the coin into the wishing well and wished my wish....I was able to see what kind of mental illnesses or big problems people had just by looking into their eyes. For example...I'd just have to look into a persons eyes and I could see the little words anxiety or depression in their eyes if i wanted to.

It was weird at the the beginning but I got used to it, was even able to help some people but I was still quiet confused and shocked that the wishing well worked.

After that I threw several times another coin into the wishing well to wish for more things but it didn't work anymore.

Now at the end of this school year I was standing in the hallway of my high school looking at the picture of a boy (which they hung up onto the wall in the hallway) who killed himself 1 week ago...he was the second one this year....

Some student who was standing right next to me also looked at the picture of the boy and said to a friend "I don't understand it...he always looked so happy...." and then they walked away.

He always looked so happy???? Seriously? Apparently people think that a person that looks happy is actually happy........they are such idiots for thinking that.

No, not everybody who looks happy on the outside is happy on the inside.

Yes, the slightly chubby girl that's sitting in the cafeteria of your school during breaks could have an eating disorder even though you might think that "she doesn't look like it", yes that kid that's wearing a T-shirt and is showing his/her arms could have cuts all over his/her legs because they've got problems and yes the girl/boy who always laughs and seems happy and talkative when family and friends are around could have social anxiety and be depressed most of the time.

The last kind of girl I described is exactly me. I'm very talkative and laugh or smile very much when I'm around friends or family. Most of the time I'm depressed, my smiles are fake because I don't want them to know how sad I am and I begin to panic just because I have to make a phone call or order something at a restaurant. Sooo yep that's pretty much my life right now.