Sooo...what's your wish?

The Invisible

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"Luna, come on wake up! You don't wanna be late for you first day at your new school." my mom yelled from downstairs as I felt like I haven't slept for one second.

*Uuuuuuugh...school....people.....uuuugh* I thought standing up....totally motivated of course...

The other students are probably just gonna hate and bully me just like the people at my old school....

So here I was standing in front of the door of the classroom at my new school. *Well that's probably gonna be a disaster for my selfesteem again...* I thought, took a deep breath and walked into the classroom and to the teacher who was sitting at his desk.

"Uuhm...hello...I'm the new student..." I stuttered.
"Oh hey you must be Luna. Wait a sec." he said.
He turned to the other students who were already sitting at their desks and talking.
"Good morning class! We've got a new student and I'd like you guys to be nice to her and maybe show her our school."

After he said that I already dreaded the thing that he was probably gonna say next.
"So Luna..why don't you introduce yourself to your new classmates." he said.

I hated this sooo much....speaking....in front of people...in front of teens...who are especially judgemental....

"Uuuhm...hello...I'm Luna...I'm 18 years old....and I just mo-..moved here......" I said.
Already...one girl...a pretty girl that had tons of make up on her face and was wearing expensive clothes of course...silently laughed looking at me..

"Ok. So Luna take a seat somewhere and we'll start the lesson." the teacher said.

I walked to the only seat that was free and sat down.

As the teacher started talking about geography the girl who laughed a second ago and now sat next to me looked at me like I was just garbage, silently laughed, turned to her friend and whispered to her "Madeline already told me that she was an ugly loser.". she laughed once more as her friend looked at me judgingly and started to giggle.

*Great...fu.cking great....Madeline was the girl who hated and bullied me at my old school...and apparently she was a friend of my new classmate and already told her about me...now this bullying is going to start again...I..I can't go through that...again.* I thought panicking internally and tried not to cry.

When the lesson ended I stood up fast amd wanted to walk out as fast as I could so that nobody would be able to say something hurtful to me but apparently I wasn't fast enough.

"HEY Luna." someone said...it was the girl that laughed at me at the beginning of the lesson...
"Uuuhm...y..yeah?" I stuttered expecting the worst.
"So you are gonna be in our class from now on?" she asked.
"Uh yeah I guess..." I said looking at the floor. she smiled at me...sweetly and then said
"Could you maybe like...switch clases so we won't have to study with you in one room?"

"uuuhh...uhhm...I...I." I just stuttered looking down at the floor trying to answer this question but I didn't know what to say. Before I could answer she walked away with her friends after they looked on me and laughed.

I needed to go...I couldn't go to the next period...I just couldn't handle this right now...
I walked out of the school not caring about the fact that I was probably gonna get in trouble for skipping school.

As I walked home my dad called me....apparently the school was very strict and already called him and told my dad that I was skipping school..
"Yeah?" I answered the phone already knowing that this was not going to go well.
"Luna, your teacher called me and told me that you are already skipping class. WHY aren't you in school???" he said angrily.

"I..I just couldn't go to school today..I just didn't feel well okay?" I said trying to calm my dad down.
"Oh come on Luna. This is just a bad excuse. You were fine when you left this morning. You just CAN'T skip school. It's not ok. Education is important and tomorrow YOU are going to go to school." he said.

"But...but...-" I couldn't finish the sentence.
"No Luna...no excuses!...we will talk about this when I get home. BYE."
my dad said and hung up.

Wow...great...alright it didn't surprise me that my dad reacted that way...he takes education very...very...seriously...but I just didn't need this after what my "great" new classmates said to me.

When I walked up to our house Luke stood in the driveway of their house and walked up to me, said "hey" and smiled at me.
I really didn't want to talk to anyone right now but I didn't want to be rude so I said "hey" trying to smile so he couldn't see how sad I was. was.
He looked kinda confused as he noticed that I wasn't alright and lay his hand onto my shoulder,
looked into my eyes and asked "hey what's wrong...?".
"Nothing...really...everything is alright...I..I need to go now." I said and walked up to my house before he could ask more questions because I knew that I wasn't going to be able not to cry.

I quickly opened the door, walked inside and up into my room. I was home alone and slammed my door shut. "FU.CK!" I yelled, threw my schoolbag onto the ground and kicked the door of my room as I leaned against it.