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" sunghoon walking alone on the hall while searching jake everywhere".
" he saw jake just entered inside the washroom without hesitant he follow jake and locked the washroom door".
" jake turned his back and saw sunghoon".
"What are you doing here" jake asked In cold tone.
" are you still going to ignore me?" Sunghoon said .
"Leave me alone sunghoon we are not friends anymore" jake said , sunghoon grabbed his hand.
"You think our 12 years friendship going to end like this!? Because you love hyung? Jake what happened to you how could you forget we made promise ! Promise of never leaving each other"sunghoon said softly, jake slap his hand away from him.
"Don't touch me" jake said .
" jake..." sunghoon whispered.
" can't we go back like how we used to do this!"Sunghoon said softly, jake look at him and then looked away.
" we can't, we can't go back how we used to..sunghoon " jake said not making eye contact with sunghoon.
" everything changed it simple I use for hyung I use you for my satisfaction I use you to make you cry I want to see you in pain..." jake said and sunghoon didn't react .
"I don't care what you think about me I don't care what you done to me !I love you ! My soul my body my heart my mind everything belong to you!you can ruin me you can hurt me you can touch me you can destroy me I know what you are feeling right now it's my fault isn't " sunghoon said and then he slowly held jake hand and jake look down sunghoon intertwined their finger together and look and jake , jake noticed how sunghoon looking at him .
"You know what my mother say to me "sunghoon said .
"Love the person who can control but if the love control us then destroyed it" sunghoon whispered, and then he bring jake hands towards his mouth he kissed his knuckles and smile.
"But I can't destroy the love jake I can't let myself control the love instead the love is controlling me" sunghoon said and jake didn't say anything just staring at sunghoon.
"Pain is kill by another pain when they come together " sunghoon said.
" but here it's opposite " sunghoon said.
" do you love Me so much ?" Jake asked and sunghoon nodded tears rolled down from his cheek.
"I love you so much " sunghoon said, and then he remember about yesterday.
"Even if you can't return the feelings it's okay I will love you always my love is enough for us" sunghoon said jake walked towards sunghoon slowly, sunghoon back hit the mirror.
"Jake hands now slowly come touch with sunghoon cheek and gently stroke ".
" why do you love me sunghoon when I Don't love you why do you always let me ruiend your body when you will get hurt in the end why can't you just leave me the way hyung did why can't you just leave me why do you keep running and running when I stop you " jake said and his own tears rolled down from his cheek.
" sunghoon noticed the cut on his hand"
"Jake...jake...your hand what happened to your hand" jake smile and hold his hand .
" I fall in love with you the first day we meet sunghoon" jake confess making sunghoon froze on his place.
" heeseung hyung was never my first love to be truth you are my first love the boy I fall in love is you sunghoon" jake said and wiped sunghoon tears and smile.
" I distance myself from you because I don't want to hurt I'm not the person you thought I'm not that kind of person I show to everyone I'm bad person sunghoon you will burn yourself if you stay near me.i know it's too late for me to say this but " jake said and sunghoo heartbeating fast.
" I never hate you " jake said and then stepback.
" forget about me sunghoon forget about me and our friendship in the end you will hurt yourself " jake said and smiled.
"I know you love heeseung hyung and I don't want to make you feel greedy person sunghoon you can't have two person in your life you can't choose two person whether it's me or hyung you need to choose sunghoon " jake said .
"But ...I don't want to choose anyone I want you two in my life I love you two!why can't we stay together jake I'm sure hyung will agree I'm sure hyung love you back!" Sunghoon said , jake shake his head.
" I don't want to stay sunghoon...it's better we separate our direction from here please sunghoon let me go...please let me go " jake said .
" I will never give you that kind of love you searching for sunghoon " jake said but sunghoon seal his mouth with kiss , jake feel sunghoon lips on him.
"You deserve better sunghoon you deserve someone who will give you everything you want someone who will give you love you deserve and I know heeseung hyung is the perfect person for you " jake said and smiled.
" tears rolled down from jake cheek"
"Leave me alone...sunghoon it's best for us.." jake whispered, and sunghoon shake his head.
" no !! No!!I'm not letting you go!! I'm not letting you go far away from me!!!please don't push me please don't push me away from your life !!" Sunghoon said and hugged jake tightly.
" how could I tell you sunghoon...I'm leaving today I'm leaving this place the memories the moments the scenes..everything I'm leaving.."jake thought .
" the crying sound we could hear the conversation between two close friends we could hear but is this ending? Ending of them?"
"I love you jake I love you!!"sunghoon mumbled while crying.
"I love you too sunghoon"
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Fanfiction" all I want is love hyung is it too much for me?? Am I really greedy ?? People who I love always leave me first my mother and now my friend..and you are rejecting me too"??? Yelled tears rolled down from his cheek. "It was mistake..what happened be...