His HOT wife

Chapter Six:Drey

Drey's POV

I woke up the next morning with this sweet scent that overwhelmed me. My heart rate then quickened and my eyes flew open.

Loraine!

I sat up and glanced at my right side and the other, but saw no signs of her.

She might have left after I've fallen asleep last night.

I sighed heavily and ran a hand through my hair.

Fuck! Did I messed up last night and somehow made her upset?

Shit, I think I remember telling her I love her..

How did she took it? Did she even heard me?

I know she thinks I don't love her.

Which I did not really back then, but I liked her very much.

That much at least I could say.

I cursed at myself for being so stupid.

How could I not just stick with her back then?

We were doing fine then, contented and happy even.

But the fucker that I am...I screwed and blew it all up!

I broke her heart.

She was always so vocal with her feelings for me,

so honest,

innocent, fragile, sweet and lovely...

she was so refreshing.

My peace of mind, I felt at ease whenever I'm with her.

I thought of everything we could have been if I hadn't ditched her for my stupid first love that night of our engagement party.

We could have been happy and in love with each other right now.

We could have been a normal married couple.

Maybe we could have had our first baby right now.

Fuck! I'm such an asshole.

That night was a dick move.

Seeing her crumbled in front of my own two eyes that night..

I just knew,

right then I knew

I was in love with her.

I just could not bear the thought of loosing her. It horrified me.

I never imagined hearing her sob like that could wrench my heart.

Seeing her retreating figure ran away from me. From all that we could possibly be...

I tried to chase after her that night, but Angelica stopped me.

Angelica, she was my first love. My first for a lot of things.

Being in a relationship with her was never easy. We always fought... now, looking back at those times with her, we were just too toxic for each other.

I remember telling Angelica that we should never see each other again. After Loraine left us..

It was stupid of me to think that if I could just have one night with Angelica, I'll have my closure. We had a very bad break-up... the kind that left us both hanging and wanting...and wanting..

And nothing good come out of wanting so much 

I admit I still had feelings for Angelica all those times I was with Loraine...